Monday, December 26, 2011

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU

A really good song for Christmas, personal favorite :)

Title: All I Want for Christmas is You
Artist: Mariah Carey

I don't want a lot for Christmas 
There's just one thing I need 
I don't care about the presents 
Underneath the Christmas tree 
I just want you for my own 
More than you could ever know 
Make my wish come true 
All I want for Christmas is... 
You 


I don't want a lot for Christmas 
There's just one thing I need 
I don't care about the presents 
Underneath the Christmas tree 
I don't need to hang my stocking 
There upon the fireplace 
Santa Claus won't make me happy 
With a toy on Christmas day 
I just want you for my own 
More than you could ever know 
Make my wish come true 
All I want for Christmas is you 
You baby 


I won't ask for much this Christmas 
I don't even wish for snow 
I'm just gonna keep on waiting 
Underneath the mistletoe 
I won't make a list and send it 
To the North Pole for Saint Nick 
I won't even stay awake to 
Hear those magic reindeers click 
'Cause I just want you here tonight 
Holding on to me so tight 
What more can I do 
Baby all I want for Christmas is you 


Ooh baby 
All the lights are shining 
So brightly everywhere 
And the sound of children's 
Laughter fills the air 
And everyone is singing 
I hear those sleigh bells ringing 
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need 
Won't you please bring my baby to me... 


Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas 
This is all I'm asking for 
I just want to see my baby 
Standing right outside my door 
Oh I just want you for my own 
More than you could ever know 
Make my wish come true 
Baby all I want for Christmas is... 
You 


All I want for Christmas is you... 
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Merry Christmas!!


May this Christmas ends the present year on a cheerful note and makes a way for a fresh  and bright new year :)
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Saturday, December 17, 2011

Goodbye to 1st semester, welcome holiday!!

Well, yesterday was the last day of the first semester. We celebrated Christmas and then got our report card. I was super nervous about it, knowing that some of my scores were really bad. I didn't really enjoy the Christmas party because of that report card.
Before we got our report card, the teacher first read the order of excellent students, starting from no 10. You know what? I was totally hopeless, there's no way I could be in the top 3. But again, God's help never come too late. I couldn't believe what I heard yesterday. I've got 90% on average which was the best average score I've ever achieved during junior high school. Not bad, folks!
To end the story, the 4 of us (my best friends and I) went to the restaurant nearby to celebrate the end of the semester. And perhaps this was also the last time we met in 2011.
See you later, guys. Miss you a lot!
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Saturday, December 10, 2011

epic fail XD

I finished my final terms! 21 exams straight in a week. Can you imagine that? Yeah, I'm totally crazy right now. Anyway, finishing the final exam means finishing this semester. I can't believe that we finished another semester in such a short period of time. It's just like yesterday I graduated from grade 8 to grade 9. It's just yesterday I celebrated new year, and now, 2011 almost over!
Yeah, I don't really confident about this semester's result. My grades get worse, I think. 
Well, I can do nothing about it right now. The final scores have been entered to the student's database and all I can do is wait and hope for the best.
Just..wish me luck (again) !
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Wednesday, November 30, 2011

FINAL EXAMS!

Finally, this is it.
A week full of exams and try-outs (how amazing it is to be a 9th grader :D)
Yeah, gotta study hard this week.
Wish me luck!
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Saturday, November 12, 2011

P2's MOMENT :DD

P2's Moment is an annual event, celebrated in our (beloved) school, SMPK 2 :)
We didn't have this event last year due to building reconstruction, but this year's event was awesomely awesome!

DAY 1:
Science competition (too bad "inner" students can't participate, cause I want to -.-), English competition for elementary school, and other competitions (I don't remember exactly what were the competitions) and don't forget, bazaar and batik workshop

DAY 2:
Classmeeting! (Our class, 9D, won! Congrats, guys!), a lot of competitions (which I don't remember what they are) and bazaar (again!)

DAY 3:
AWESOMELY AWESOME!
The celebration started with collaboration between kolintang and angklung, vocal and poem performances. Next was dance performance and then P2's band special performance. After that, the traditional dance competition started and closed by P2's dance team (which was totally epic! Too bad, again, the inner students couldn't participate)
After that, it was my turn with my fellow orchestra team to perform, not very good I think. No, we were totally terrible! One of our member had her violin un-stemmed. So, it was off-pitch. Ok, just forget it. We just screwed up our last song, hopefully the audience didn't notice that (pleassee..haha)
The closing ceremony was AWESOME!
3 local bands performed, Latinka, Velocity, and Marsha Panopo. They were still not very well-known, but their performance, just blew us up!

I really love it when they sang one of my favorite songs all the time, The Only Exception by Paramore. The feeling's just..indescribable. I TOTALLY LOVE THAT SONG! And I'm so glad that they sang it! Thanks, guys!

Sadly, this was my senior year as P2's student, so that means, this was my last P2's Moment.
I just hope, next year, P2's moment would be merrier, and I DEFINITELY will come to P2's moment next year!
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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

SMUKIEZ COMP PT 2 :D

Such an extraordinary Saturday, amazing experience, unexpected moment, LOTS of heavenly miracle..check out the story!

Setelah “miracle” pertama pada hari Jumat, yaitu tim kita bisa peringkat 2 dari 16 tim yg masuk semifinal, kita bersiap2 menghadapi “pertempuran” babak selanjutya, dgn materi yang paling tidak kukuasai, PRAKTIKUM!! Masalahnya, kita jarang baget praktikum di sekolah dan banyak bgt pasti materi yg blm pernah kita coba.
Berangkat ke SMAK 1 jam 7 dan tiba disana jam 7.15, lgsg daftar ulang trus kumpul di auditorium, nah disana dijelasin peraturan semifinal smukiez comp buat mat sm ipa. Klo yg mat, semifinal lgsg cepat tepat, dan P2 kebagia undian yg dibilang “cukup menguntungkan” (lupa jga sih sama kelompok mana aja, hehe)sedangkan yg ipa, Cuma diundi praktikum yg mana dulu yg harus diuji…dan kelompok kita berharap, jangaaann dpt kimia duluan, krna kita semua gk pernah praktikum kimia di sekolah.
Ternyata, hasil undian mengatakan…fisika! At first, kita semua seneng, berhubung Josephine adalah andalan fisika di klompok kita dan dia juga elektro…lengkap gk tuh? Yaa…kita berharap aja dpt pengukuran arus listrik, atau apupun yg berhubungan sama listrik.
Abis itu, kelompok kita (P2 B), ipeka, P5 (salah satu saingan terberat, krna ada anak osn fisika yg dpt medali perunggu), P3, marsudirini bekasi, memasuki lab fisika smak 1..
Pertama kali liat yg ada di mejja, ada power supply, kabel2, lem, penggaris, alat yg gk jelas apa itu (dijelaskan di paragraph selanjutnya, wkwk), balok kayu, papan luncur yg panjang banget, balok yg ada rodanya (ini juga gk jelas banget apaan namanya, wkwk) Trus kita liat di kertas soalnya, “hubungan GLBB dan percepatan benda” waduh..?Apa hubungannya listrik sama GLBB? Sekilas, kita bner2 nge-blank dan ga tau mesti ngapain, bahkan si pipin (Josephine) jga gk tau tuh alat buat apa..
Bner2 stress setelah gatau msti ngapain, gk ada langkah kerja sama sekali, kita msti tulis langkah kerja sndiri..setelah “melihat” kelompok lain menyusun alatnya, kita baru tau klo itu adalah alat yg namanya “ticker timer”. Sebelum lanjut, kalian tau kan yg namanya “ticker timer” tuh apaan? Alat yg klo bendanya makin cepet, tuh alat bakalan kasih titik2 yg makin jauh jaraknya, penjelasannya kurang jelas ya? Pokoknya…gitu deh, kalian googling aja..haha
Jdi, kita colok tuh ticker timer ke power supply, prtama kita colok yg ke AC, trus tuh ticker timer, kita masukkin kertas di bawah karbonnya, abis itu, ujung kertas yg lain kita tempel ke keretanya, keretanya ditaro di atas papan luncur yg bawahnya dikasih balok kayu, jdi kayak bidang miring gitu
SEMESTINYA, klo tuh power supply dinyalakan, mobil kita dorong biar jalan, ticker timernya bakal jalan, trus bkin titik-titik di kertas itu, sesuai dengan kecepatan mobil. Tapi….alat itu TIDAK berjalan sama sekali! Jurinya bilang “baca petunjuknya”, dan di sana tertulis “SAMBUNGKAN KE DC”, langsung kita ganti ke DC, nyalain ulang, dan…GA NYALA JUGA!
Kita utak atik tuh mesin smpe 20 menit (padahal wktu maks 1 praktikum itu 40menit), tapi ga nala juga.  Kita tuker kutub positif sm kutub negatifnya, ga ngaruh juga! Liat kelompok lain tuh udah pada jalan ticker timernya, kelompok kita doing yg gk nyala sama sekali, padahal dari skema alat, kayaknya tuh udah bener, gk ada yang salah!
15 menit terakhir, laporan masih kosong, alat jga gk jalan2, dan dengan nekatnya, si pipin blg “Pak, kok alat kita gk jalan2 sih? Pdahal udah bener kan, Pak?” dan jurinya sih senyum2 aja, udah hopeless lah, dlm hati “ga bakalan masuk final”
Daripada tuh laporan kosong, kita tulis aja apa yang bisa kita tulis. Ada dasar teori dan langkah2 percobaa, kesimpulan, dan beberapa soal itungan yang mesti dibuat. Bagian itungan udah jelas bagian pipin, bagian laporan itu bagian michelle yang tulisannya sanga2 indah, sementara diriku? Mencoba mengutak-atik, siapa tau ada “keajaiban” dari sorga, tuh mesin bisa jalan.
Karena hasil percobaan ga ada sama sekali, kita kosongin tuh setengah halaman yang disediain buat jawab “hasil percobaan”, bner2 stress dan depresi, percobaan pertama aja udah gagal, gimana bisa lanjut ke babak final coba? Udah selesai sih, kita doa dulu, soalnya dari kemarin udh terbukti, kalo doa dulu, semuanya mungkin aja terjadi, walaupun udah impossible, segalanya mungkin J
Karena penasaran, abis kita kumpul lembar jawaban, kita Tanya ke jurinya. “Pak, apa yang salah sih?” dan taukan saudara2? Kita salah colok! Kita colok di tempat isolatornya, mestinya tutup yang merupakan isolator itu dibuka dan…dibawahnya baru ada besi yang merupakan konduktor, dan harusnya kita colok disana! Hanya salah di situ teman2! SALAH COLOK!! OMG! Bner2 sensi skrg sama alat yg namanya “ticker timer”. Apaan coba? Konyol bgt kan salahnya? Cuma kurang buka tutupnya, trus colok yg disebelah bawah!
Praktikum kedua adalah..biologi! Kita bner2 berharap, praktikum ini gk sesusah yang fisika dan bisa menutup nilai praktikum yang mungkin bener2 ancur lebur ga karu2an. Ambil no undian dan hasilnya..respirometer! Dan..sebelum lanjut lagi, bagi yang ga tau apa itu respirometer, bisa googling lagi ya…Thanks GOD! Bner2 thanks banget! Respirometer sih lumayan mudah buat dilakukan, gk ribet2, trus perubahannya mudah diamati, asik, dan gak ngebosenin kayak uji coba makanan..wkwk
Masalahnya adalah..jangkrik! Kita harus tangkep tuh jangkrik, masukkin ke botol yang udah dikasih KOH dlm kapas, trus tutup. Gampang? Ya, keliatannya. Yg paling berani, lagi2…pipin! (maafkanlah kakak kelasmu ini ya, yg selalu mengandalkan adik kelas..wkwk) Tiap kali mau coba diambil pke pinset (ayoo..siapa yg berani pake tangan??) tuh jangkrik selalu lompat2! Akhirnyaa..setelah perjuangan yang cukup berat, dapatlah tuh jangkrik! Cepet2 masukkin ke botol, tutup yg rapet, pkein vaselin, trus ujung tabung yg satu lagi pakein eosin..
Tugas selanjutnya? Tunggu aja, setiap 3 menit, kita catet kemajuan eosinnya yang tambah lama mendekati mulut botol tempat si jangkrik berada. Lumayan seru kan? Ngeliat tuh jangkrik di dalem botol berusaha mendapatkan udara dari pipa yang begitu kecil (eits..bukan maksudnya lucu melihat binatang tersiksa, tapi daripada liatin jus jeruk yang berubah warna, ini jauh lbh seru kaan? Haha)
Percobaan berlangsung lancar tanpa perlu membunuh sang jangkrik. Waktu abis langsung kita lepas tuh jangkrik, bertemu keluarganya kembali. Kita kan masih berperi kemanusiaan..wkwk. Dan kita 100 persen yakin, kalo nilai percobaan kita bakalan bagus di biologi (bukannya sombong, dibanding fisika yang ancur lebur??)
Dan terakhir..kimia! Reaksi antara asam dan basa yang menghasilkan gas. Ga terlalu susah sih, cukup tambahin 2.4 gr asam sitrat (atau nitrat ya? Lupa juga..hehe) dan 3 gr soda kue, trus reaksikan dan gas hasil reaksi ditampung di balon, setelah itu ukur volume balonnya. Ada sedikit “insiden”, yaitu elenmeyer yang kita pake tuh basah (bekas eksperimen kelompok sebelumnya) dan soda kue yang pertama kita taroh di situ, nempel sema dan gak bisa dituang ke balon. Terpaksalah kita ulang lagi dari awal! Udah gitu, pas insiden tersebut, jurinya lagi ada di meja kita, pastilah dikira ga teliti, elenmeyer basah masih aja diapke..Saat itu bner2 yakin, nilai pasti dikurangin. Tapi so far, berlangsung cukup lancar.
Semua sesi praktikum dah selesai, sekali lagi berdoa karena masih stress pikirin yang fisika. Ada berita cukup bagus, yaitu nilai saat babak penyisihan diakumulasi sebesar 30%, jadi masih ada harapan. Berhubung nilai kita kemarin, dgn ajaibnya, lumayan tinggi dan dpt peringkat kedua..
-ANNOUNCEMENT TIME-
Berita bagus pertama: Tim mat P2, lolos ke final, dan saat semifinal, berhasil membantai abis 3 tim lainnya. Congrats all, Daniel, echa, valent!
Bener2 deg2an nunggu hasil semifinal ipa. Kita bertiga bner2 pesimis dan yakin yg masuk final itu pasti tim P2 A (betty, Kelvin, robin). Beberapa mmenit kemudian,  hasil diperlihatkan di slide dan…terlalu kecil sehingga tdk bisa dibaca peserta. Lalu, hasil di-zoom in dan aku pun gk berani liat, langsung lah saat itu juga, 1 baris disana histeris, termasuk michelle dan pipin! Kita peringkat 2 lagi! Kita lolos! P2 lolos semua! LOLOS!!
Seakan ga percaya, masih liat kea rah slide, kok bisa ya? Nilai praktikum kita jelek banget, fisika Cuma dapet 40-an (itu kayaknya juri kesian sama kita deh, yg ga nyerah sampe detik2 terakhir….wkwk) Bio lumayan bagus, 90-an, dan kimia yaa..so-so deh, 50-an! Wkwk
Urutan peringkatnya: Penabur Bandung, P2 B, P2 A, P6. Soo..P2 masuk semua ke final, both the math team and the science team! Congrats all!
Final mat dimulai, kita yg nonton aja deg2n setengah mati. Tim mat kita memimpin saat di babak soal wajib, tapi udah masuk babak rebutan, abiss dibantai sekolah lain (St Laurensia sama Xaverius Palembang) dan di akhir acara, masih memeperoleh juara 3 karena menang atas SMP Amitayus Jakarta. It’s okay, guys.. We’re so proud of you all J
Saatnya pun tiba. Antara 2 kelompok P2 udah janjian, 2 tim P2, harus dapet juara 1 dan 2. Di babak soal wajib, tim kita masih unggul dan kejadian sama pun terulang.. Tim B P2 (alias tim saya), masih unggul saat soal2 fisika babak rebutan (ada pipin!) Tpi pas soal2 bio, selalu kalah cepet dngan tim A P2 ataupun penabur Bandung. Dari peringkat 1 yang udah ada di tangan P2, akhirnya lepas dan berganti dengan peringkat 2, turun lagi ke peringkat 3 sampe 1 soal terakhir.
1 soal terakhir, skor tim A P2 : 1650, penabur bandung: 1600. Soal pun dibacakan, “gambar di samping (fogging) adalah usaha yang dilakukan untuk mencegah penyebaran makhluk hidup..dan penyakit yang disebarkannya adalah…” Nyamuknya sih aku inget itu apa, “aedes aegypti” dan satu2nya nama penyakit yang muncul di otak adalah “demam berdarah” dan gak mungkin itu kan jawabannya?
Bel pun berbunyi dan..itu ternyata dari Penabur Bandung . Jawabannya? Aedes aegypti dan virus dengue. BENER! Duh..knapa tadi gk kepikiran dengue ya? Akhirnya, skor 100 pun diberikan dan penabur Bandung berhasil menggeser tim P2 A, sayang banget! Mestinya tadi kita jawab aja, biar tuh penabur bandung ga juara 1, aah! Gelar juara 1 “terlepas” begitu saja, di soal terakhir pula! Wah wah..sangat2 menyebalkan! Tapi ga apa2 lah, juara 2 dan 3 udah lumayan kok..Daripada thn lalu? Cuma 1 tim yang pulang bawa piala (biarpun juara 1 tapi yaa..lumayan lah, ya gk? #maksa)
Seneng banget, bisa menang smukiez (walaupun Cuma juara 3) dapet dolphin gede yg udah diidam-idamkan dari kelas 8, dan dapet wonderful experience. Tapi semuanya itu, berkat dan pertolongan Tuhan. Dari manapun juga, ga bakalan nyangka, kelompok yang praktikum pertamanya aja udah gagal, bisa masuk final, dengan peringkat kedua pula! Tim lain ga bakalan percaya itu..
Tapi buat Tuhan, semuanya mungkin. Moral message of this story: Jangan lupa buat berdoa sama Tuhan sebelum melakukan pekerjaan apapun, karena Tuhan yang bakalan pimpin dan bakal buat apapun yang kita kerjakan berhasil. Nothing is impossible in God’s special hands J
Akhir kata, congrats buat semua yang menang. P2 tim A, kalian kalah bner2 terhormat kok. Tim mat P2 juga, you’ve done your best! Kita semua berhasil jaga tradisi P2 jadi juara di smukiez. Dan buat peserta lain yang blm menang, don’t give up! Selalu ada kesempatan lain dan belajar lah dari pengalaman. Tahun lalu, aku pun ikut smukiez dan kalah, tpi itu jdi pengalaman dan bisa bkin aku sukses tahun ini. So..don’t give up dan keep trying!

PHOTO GALLERIES:
Ticker Timer yang bkin frustasi..wkwk
Respirometer dan jangkrik malang







Michelle-Josephine-Sella

Dolphinnya Smukie! Wkwk

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Friday, October 21, 2011

SMUKIEZ COMP PT. 1

THANKS GOD! I don't know how many times I should say thanks to God, but..just Thanks! An unexpected important event happened today, to make it easier (cause I will tell A LOT OF things), I'll write in Bahasa Indonesia instead :)
SMUKIEZ COMPETITION IS HERE! Akhirnya hari yang ditunggu2 datang juga! Bener2 nervous dan rada takut juga buat menghadapi competition yg satu ini, pertama, karena kompetisi ini "sangat berbobot" dan juga karena yang ikut sekolah2 yang notabene "proo"...
Singkat cerita, aku dimasukkin 1 kelompok sama michelle(the biology queen) dan juga josephine (yg walaupun masih kls 8, fisikanya prooo sangat) dan saya? Saya seperti hanya seorang cheerleader atau pelengkap dalam tim karena saya tidak prooo apa2..haha
Hari2 menjelang kompetisi bener2 berat, latihan tiap hari sampe jam 4 atau bahkan jam 4.30, dimana esok harinya masih ada ulangan kelas "super", misalnya ulangan mat Pak Eka, melewati tahap "seleksi", dimana soalnya ada 80 dan sebagian besar fisika tidak saya mengertii..(hopeless sekali diriku ini..wkwk) sampai dipilihnya 6 orang anak dan dipecah menjadi 2 tim untuk IPA dan 1 tim untuk mat..
Tim A IPA: Kelvin, Albert, Robin (trio maut yang mematikan, dimana master of bio dan master of physics ada dlm 1 orang SAJA)
TIM B IPA: Sella, Michelle, Josephine (benar2 saya tidak membantu apa2 sepertinyaa..haha)
TIM A Mat: Daniel, Echa, Valentino (bner2 dewa deh ini tim)
Dan..kami pun berangkat dari P2 menuju SMAK 1 dengan...hati yang deg2an..wkwk
Udah nyampe sana, ternyata masih ada acara pembukaan yang super2 lamaaa banget (kalimat tdk efektif, #biarkan)
Dan..acara dimulai tepat pk 10.30
Jujur ya, awalnya sih kita PD2 aja bisa ngerjain tuh soal, soalnya pertama, kita udah pengalaman ikut thn lalu dan ngerti model2 soalnya kyk gimana (walaupun berakhir dengan tragis, peringkat 24 dari 32 tim yang ada)
selain itu, ada master fisika di klompok kita, ya si josephine itu..wkwk
Soal pun dibagi, lgsg kita buka staples dengan gak sabar dan mengerjakan sesuai bagian masing2..
josephine dapet fisika, of course, michelle dapet biologi, dan daku? Chemistry, my baby..wkwk!
Aku ga ngerti sama sekali soal kimia, dan itu pun hanya bergantung dengan insting dan hasil diskuis dengan michelle..dan si josephine itu? sewaktu aku dan michelle baru selesai sekitar 2 nomor bagian masing2, dia udah smpe no 12 fisika.. dewa ga tuh?
*pengerjaan soal tahap pertama*, semua jawaban disilang pake pensil di kertas soal langsung, soal yang masih blm ketemu jawabannya, dikosongin
*pengerjaan soal tahap kedua*, soal2 yang ngebingungin diteliti lagi sama didiskusiin bertiga, ada beberapa yang akhirnya ketemu jawaban dengan cukup yakin, dan ada yang masih belum juga ketemu
*pengerjaan soal tahap ketiga*, jawaban diitung ulang dan diteliti lagi sebelum dipindahin ke kertas jawaban
*pengerjaan soal tahap keempat* pindahin jawaban ke lembar jawaban, disilang pake penggaris supaya rapi (kerajinan nih..wkwk), yg bner2 ga ada bayangan, kita kosongin aja (kalo nembak trus salah, ada minus-nya..kita bertiga ga ada yang berani ambil resiko)
Dan akhirnyaa....kertas jawaban dan soal pun dikumpul..total yang dikerjain 47/50, 3 kosong, 3 jawaban ga yakin tapi masih nekat isi soalnya masih ada kesempatan betul..

-Lunch time-!

Abis itu, semua peserta dipanggil naik ke balkon, buat nunggu pengumuman sambil nonton band2 yang lagi lomba disana. Trus, kelompok kita "mencocokkan" jawaban dengan tim A, dan hasilnya? Banyak banget yang beda! Kebanyakan kita beda di fisika, dan aku ga tau apa2 soalnya itu bukan my strong point..wkwk
Yang pasti si michelle dan berdebat panjang lebar sama si albert (baca: betty!), 2 soal fisika dan jujur, justru aku lbh setuju sama jawaban michelle. Bukan krna dia kelompok sndiri atau mau membela tim, kita cek tuh jawaban 2x dan ga mungkin salah periksa. Tpi berhubung kelompok dia yang justru lebiih diunggulkan, maka itu jadi merasa rendah diri dan dari keadaan "yakin" tembus semifinal, berubah jadi bener" hopeless.. Bayangin aja, dari 50 soal, 3 soal kosong, 4 soal salah, sementara perkiraan waktu itu, kelompoknya si kelvin itu, 50 soal, 0 kosong, dan kira2 baru 2 soal salah....MATI KAN ITU? wkwk

-Announcement!-
Saatnya pengumuman! Semua sekolah udah diranking dari 1-32 (kayaknya) dan cuma 16 kelompok yang bisa maju ke babak semifinal. bner2 hopeless saat itu, smpe ga mau liat ke slide. Dan...*drumroll please*, hasilnya ditampilkan! Dan selagi berjuang keras untuk membaca tulisan yang super kecil itu, si josephine teriak dari belakang "CI! KITA PERINGKAT 2! PERINGKAT 2!" Sementara michelle bilang "SI BETTY PERINGKAT 2! ADA LAGI P2, TAPI PERINGKAT 5!" Wah? yang mana yang bener? kita yang rank 2 atau 5 nih? Dan ternyata setelah diteliti, kita peringkat 2!!!! GA NYANGKA! udah pasti histeris tuh waktu itu, impossible banget rasanya..semifinal bsok nih..FIGHTING SELLA! wkwk

daftar lengkapnya dipasang di lantai 1, peringkat 1 itu SMPK 1 Bandung dengan total..166 poin, dan mau tau poin kita berapa? 163! Nancep ga tuh? wkwk...
dari 50 soal, ada 3 kosong, dan..cuma 5 salahnya! cuma 5! Miracle banget! kok bisa ya? dan yang lebih "ajaib" lagi, kelompok A itu, 12 soal salah.. aneh ga tuh? kok malah dia yg banyak salah sih? Tpi no prob sih, yg penting 2 tim P2 bisa sampe semifinal..dan mat juga nyampe semifinal, jdi keep fighting all!

Dan yang terpenting, segala sesuatunya itu berasal dari Tuhan. Aku bener2 nyadar, klo kita semua ga bakal bisa lewatin ini semua tanpa ada pertolongan Tuhan. Tuhan itu bener2 deh ngerti banget dan ga pernah ninggalin kita..Asal kita berusaha dan menunjukkan niat yang sungguh2, Tuhan juga bakal liat perjuangan kita dan kasih berkat buat kita..

Semifinal besok nih..praktikum! Salah satu materi yang aku paling ga bisa, berhubung jarang banget ada praktikum di sekolah..Udah nanya2 saran dan tips dari kakak kelas yang ikut thn lalu sih, tapi ttep aja takkuttt banget..Harapannya sih tembus final! AMIN! God, help me pleassee~

So, the point is, never gives up cause God will help you everytime you need HIM. Never lose faith, even though the situation is impossible.

~Wish me luck!! Love you all :D

UPDATE!!
Check out SMUKIEZ COMP PT 2!
-> http://sellaslittlediary.blogspot.com/2011/10/smukiez-comp-pt-2-d.html
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Sunday, October 16, 2011

Thanks God (again!)

I don't know how many times Jesus has helped me overcome the problem. This help..I never imagined that God would help me this way, check out the story!
On Saturday, my best friends and I were working at our filmography project, we should make a short tape about our school, SMPK 2..
We've been working since 8 am, and at 5 pm, we were ready to export the project. (We made it in Windows Live Movie Maker and we had to export it to become a Windows Media Video or .wmv) And then..disaster happened! Every time the process reached 98%, it failed. The error message appeared like this: "we are unable to complete the movie, etc.." or something like that cause I don't remember exactly. Michelle already been picked up and I have a wedding party to attend. We spent 30 minutes repeating and repeating it over and over again, but it failed, always. The deadline was midnight, not past Saturday. We knew that we are not gonna make it on time.
After I came home from the party, I tried it once again, still no change. It still failed at the same point. I almost gave up. I didn't know what to do anymore. I called my friend, and she told me it's okay. We would talk to our teacher together.
The next morning, I went to church, with no spirit at all because all the problems were piling up. But then, the preacher's speech was totally good. She said that, God knew some of us, in that church, were not serious praising him cause we brought all the problems from our home and didn't look for God. That was absolutely true! God is very amazing cause He knew that I have a lot of problems and maybe, yeah, I didn't concentrate in praising and worshiping Him. I prayed, said sorry to God.
When I came home, I was curious and I tried to export that movie once again. And guess what? It worked PERFECTLY, without any error, I did it! I did it cause God allowed me to did it! THANKS GOD! You are amazing and You are my savior! Probably, some of you didn't believe this at all, but that's what happened to me.

Thanks God, You were super awesome :)  
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Saturday, October 8, 2011

extraordinary Saturday

Saturday supposed to be the most exciting day of the week, but NOT this Saturday. It's extraordinary fun, but also, terribly tiring and exhausting.
Wake up at 6 am, got physics competition to attend. (Seriously, I'm not good at all at physics. If you let me choose, I'll choose biology instead). The competition took place at State University of Jakarta. It's a group competition and I was in the same group with my best friend, Michelle.
We thought the competition would not be very hard, at least, it was only at junior high level, but guess what?
We only could answer 20 questions out of 50! And..only 10 answers were correct, the rest of them? Don't even think about it!
Only 9 groups with highest score can go through, and it seems no hope at all at our team to go through the second round. If that happens, I can only said, "THANKS GOD!" cause it seems very impossible!
After that, we gathered at my house to make the next project, make a poem into a song. In a simple word, compose a song.
This kinda remain me of  "Glee" where they have to write their original song for Regionals. But..we are too far compared to that 12 talented kids. (I know that it's just a show and they don't write the lyrics for real, but still, they are awesome!) I know that writing songs is very difficult, but after we tried to do it, it became very very difficult. In 3 hours time, we only succeed in creating the lyrics, still don't have any idea how to put that into harmony. Although I have that kind of musical background, but it's super hard. I need a lot of time to finish it, not only 3 hours.
So..that was my extraordinary Saturday, a day full of work. It should be weekend, but I guess, since grade 9, I don't have any more weekends :(
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Saturday, October 1, 2011

Midterm report card!

Got my report card today! First..I was sooo nervous. Some of the mid terms are very hard to do, but thanks God! No scores below the standard! I'm so glad, hope that this track keep on going until the end of the semester!
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Saturday, September 24, 2011

lost somewhere

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Almost over...

The mid terms almost over! I've done 10 exams this week, can you imagine it? 10 EXAMS! Crazy school, anyway..
The good news is...it's almost over. I don't really care about the result (of course I care, but I've done my best) Some of them are really hard, literally.
so...just wanna enjoy this weekend!
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Saturday, September 17, 2011

OVERLOADED!!

Mid test everyone! Don't know why time flew very fast..
The first is...*drum roll please* math
*sigh*
I hate math
I simply hate geometry, and all the materials are geometry
congruent, similarity, and curved dimensional figure...
I've spent 3 hours in the morning to study it, but only 40% of it that I get and understand. The rest is just floating around my head and I still don't understand it..
I'm freaking out right now. Tomorrow I won't be at home cause it's my sister's b'day so the time remaining for me to study it is only today.
But, I'm overloaded right now and can't study..
I'm ready to die --
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Monday, September 5, 2011

I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing

A personal fave of mine!
Fell in love with this song since my daddy showed me this song
It's a really romantic song, sung by Aerosmith
Listen, cause every words meant something deep ~

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing 







Thanks for requesting this song on the radio, for me :D
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Friday, August 26, 2011

Welcome holiday (?)

Finally, it's holiday time! Oh sorry, it's not holiday, just some days off from school with plenty of homework and assignment to do.
I only have time until Tuesday to finish all of them, cause I'll be off on Wednesday, and no way I can bring all my projects with me.
Being a 9th grader is though, but it's totally fun!
We're seniors, ya' know?
But I still miss 8th grade, though..
Enough talking, let's get down to work
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Saturday, August 20, 2011

Pressure

A lot of people said that pressure is good. It can push you to move forward and develop. But too much pressure is not good either. That's real bad.
A day without test or assignment in my school just like A Year Without Rain. (LOL at this bad metaphor)
3 tests a day plus tons of assignment, such a really great pressure, isn't it?
Holiday...please come faster and save me from this insanity..
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Tuesday, August 16, 2011

HELL NO!

This afternoon, I've heard some issues that I will represent my class to take part in the Independence Day's Fashion Show. Actually, I've registered in another competition, and that is the singing competition where I just have to play the piano accompanying the singer. But for some reason, stupid reason I should say, my life is on the line!
The class leader will withdraw me from the singing competition and replace it with someone else, so I could replace that person and participate in fashion show. HELL NO! I don't like being a model. I'm not tall and I'm not that confidence to walk on that catwalk. I don't want to do it, even if the class leader force me to do it.
Luckily, that "stuffs" have been settled down, so I don't have to replace that person! YEAH!

Got a really interesting task, but if you can do it with your friend, not with the people you choose randomly for about 30 seconds. We have to design our very own news program. Some students will become the news anchor and the other one should be the reporter. My group only consists of 3 people and yeah, we're 1 person short. I hope that I will get the 4th member to fill in the news anchor's role, cause being the only news anchor is really boriinnnggg..
Hope that this project turns into fun and can give me a really nice score!  
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Saturday, August 6, 2011

the truth

The truth that we're texting doesn't mean that I like him
The fact that I accepted his gift doesn't mean that I'm in love with him
And for the ones who want to know, here's the truth:
I just like him as a friend, not as a man, not more, and I think there's no chance for that feeling to develop more into "something else".
He's just not the one, so...clear, girls?


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Thursday, August 4, 2011

AUGUST!!

It's August! But nothing changed :(
Same old me, with tons of problem piling up.
School, especially. Thousands of homework and assignment have driven me crazy.
Team-mate, actually. The annoying one, just makes this problem worse.
Plus I hate the new seating arrangement, where I sit in the corner, and you know what? I SIMPLY HATE CORNER.
And then, I have to decide which high school I should go when I've graduated.
Stuck between 2 choices, both with its own advantages and disadvantages
OK, that's it. Let's get down to some work
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Tuesday, July 26, 2011

give me a break

It's just my official first week of grade 9 and I've already got thousands of assignments from my teacher.
First is....geography project! We should form a group that consists of 6 people and then we should tell in front of the class about the country that we picked. We picked China because I think that country is really unique plus it's also my hometown!
And then, we have biology project about addictive substances.
And the most annoying one, the IT project about building design. My group got mall-design, so we should design a mall, the interior, exterior, build the 3D model, and so on.
Due date: next week
Gonna work hard on Saturday!
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Sunday, July 17, 2011

Welcome to grade 9!

Can't believe it, tomorrow is my first day in grade 9! Happy? Proud? Excited? NO! I'm totally TERRIFIED! Yeah, the first day of grade 9 already showed some "vision" about how tough grade 9 is. Try outs, school examination, and finally national examination, in English. Great. Totally.
Yeah, gotta be honest, I'm not ready with this. I'm afraid, I'm afraid I can't do my best.
Okay, just hope I can! Welcome to grade 9!
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Sunday, July 3, 2011

I HATE packing!

Okay, I love holiday and travelling but I definitely hate packing. My plane took off tomorrow at 6 am and still I haven't put one of my clothes in the bag. Yeah, totally lazy to do it.
Plus I feel a little unhealthy now, have my breakfast late. Seriously, I hate have this weak body.
A little heat can makes me dizzy, a little rain can brings fever and late meal can makes my stomach hurt.
Okay, not important, just forget it.
By the way, happy holiday all!!
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Monday, June 20, 2011

Say goodbye!!

Good bye to 8th grade! Just received my report card and...thanks God! It was pretty good and I'm totally satisfied to that report. That was better than first semester and I'm improved at my worst subject, physical education! LOL
Now, I'm in a middle of summer vacation and will return to school as a 9th grader next fall. (Just kidding, we don't have fall season here in tropical countries) Can't believe that I'm already a 9th grader, and next year I will go to high school. Time?!!! Why can't you go any longer??

Good bye to 8b, my former class, the most conflicted and scandalous class I've ever experienced.
In that class, that was the first time I've ever got a scandal that threaten my image (am I too overrated? Well, just suppose so) but fortunately, there were a lot of great memory too back then.
Thanks for all, my fellow classmates!
For my personal counselor, thanks for listening to my problems and remain anonymous
For all of my best friends, thanks for being there. Just being there beside me already means a lot for me
For my "table-mate" and all my "neighbors" All of you have made my day and make the time (maybe) got shorter because we chat a lot during class!
I can't name all of you here, but just thanks!

See you in the next school year!
In our new school building!!
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Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Glee! Final Episode

Just watched the final episode of Glee season 2 yesterday. And..as you know, Glee is my favorite TV series thus far. I always spend time sit in front of TV every Tuesday night just to watch it. And the final episode? It was outstanding! Not as I expected, but compared to another episodes? It was one of the best episodes.
For you that don't know what Glee is, Glee is a musical comedy-drama series, run every Tuesday at 8 pm, focusing the story onto a high school's showchoir called "New Directions". New Directions, directed by Mr William Schuester (Matthew Morrison) was a place with a lot of neglected and ignored talented musicians and artists. A lot of people think that Glee club is a final place for washed-out product, people that are not wanted or accepted in the community, or shortly, the unpopular kids.
So, this club have a dream, and that dream is win a showchoir competition. In season 1, they have made their way to Regionals, but lose to another rival club, Vocal Adrenaline. And now, in season 2, they made their way to Nationals, but eventually lost and only placed 12th among the other 50 clubs across the US

Last night's episode was one of the best, based on my opinion.
And..before this is the end of season 2, I wanna make some comparison and statistics, based on myself! (I got nothing to do, actually)
There are a lot of good episodes, but I only just make my top 3 choices. There are:

3. Original Song
The first episode when the member of that club wrote their very first own original song! There were a lot of funny moments, and a lot of funny songs too! But my own favorite is Rachel's (Lea Michele) soft ballad titled "Get It Right" and the group's original number "Loser Like Me". They won Regionals with these songs!

2. Born This Way
A special 90-minutes episode. This episode was about 'acceptance'. So, each member of that club have to create their own T-shirt and write it with words that describe their weakness or the part of their body they don't really like. And then, they have to perform a song (Born This Way by Lady Gaga) by wearing that T-shirt.
Such a creative way to express ourselves and be proud of who we are. If I have that T-shirt, mine would be "R". Cause I never can't pronounce it right and a lot of people teased me.
My favorite song was a duets between Quinn (Diana Agron) and Rachel (Lea Michelle), a mash up song called "I Feel Pretty / Unpretty" and a group's number "Born This Way" (by wearing their own T-shirt, for sure)

1. New York
My favorite episode! Such a great episode to end this second season. So New Directions is going to Nationals in New York! Again, they have to perform original songs written by them. They flew to New York and spend a little time wandering around New York City to find some song-writing inspiration. Mr Schuester (Matthew Morrison) left his dream to perform on Broadway because he didn't want to leave his students (I wonder if we have teachers like that?) Shortly, it was competition day, and Vocal Adrenaline was up first. Its lead singer, Sunshine Corazon (Charice) sang a beautiful original song titled "As Long As You're There"
Next was New Direction's turn with an opening duet number between Finn (Cory Monteith) and Rachel (Lea Michelle) with a song "Pretending". A nice song and an amazing performance. Just one big mistake, they kissed at the end of the song! And based on the judges, it was so unprofessional and way too vulgar.
The group's second number was "Light Up The World" and it was very nice and epic. But sadly, they lost and didn't make it to top 10.
The episode and the season ended with a conclusion that Blaine (Darren Criss), Kurt's boyfriend and also the lead singer of rival's club, The Warblers, has transferred school and joined New Directions and Mercedes (Amber Riley) and Sam (Chord Overstreet) has officially dating.

With Glee finished this second season, I simply don't know what to do on Tuesday night. Yeah, it would be hell boring. Even though Glee has a lot of serious flaws (A Night of Neglect episode, the worst so far) and also a lot of mistakes with the pairing issues (Mercedes with Sam? Are you serious??) but I still love it. Gotta watch the third season!!
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Monday, June 13, 2011

clueless

call me with anything you want
I completely lost in the middle of nowhere
maybe I become mean, bossy, or whatever
I just completely lost my mind and my temper
ignore me, forget me, forgive me
I'm just terribly miserable
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Monday, June 6, 2011

Get Ready

Soon, about 1 week from now on..
I'll get the answers for all that I've been thinking around lately.
If the answer is as I expected, that means I still have a chance
But if it's not, the door is closed, and I can't go back to that time. That means I have to move on.
Who thinks that forgetting the past and moving on is so hard to do?
Well, for some people that is not really emotional maybe is easy, but for someone that's stupid like me?
Still have those haunting memories in the past, must be really hard to forget it.
Guess you don't understand anything about this post.
Well, that's okay. It's better if it's non-understandable. Just suppose this is my crazy mind scrabbled here.
Gotta go and write my speech!
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Saturday, June 4, 2011

Slow down pleaseee...

* First of all, sorry for long update! I had my final exams last week and still continuing them next week!

So, this is it. Our last moment in our class, and we're gonna separate class. Maybe this is over emotional, cause you may all think "all of you still be in the same school, why are you so sad like that?"
But it will be so much difference. It's just 1 year, but 1 year gives a lot of experiences to me. I became more...braver, more confident, what else? A lot of thing that I haven't get when I was still in grade 7.
It's sad to think that...our craziness in this class will be over in about 2 weeks, and just remembering all of our silliness we have, can give me a goosebumps. Maybe I'll never experience the same class like this, but I try to keep all of this sweet memories in my heart.
Sometimes, I just wish the time to just slow down a little, and finally paused. So we can enjoy our moment without any fear of the future.
But that's impossible, we need to grow up, graduate from middle school, and at the end...I always believe in this quote:

"Each happy ending is a brand new beginning"

Hope grade 8 can give me a happy ending, and soon I'll start my brand new beginning with a lot of adventures waiting :)
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Sunday, May 15, 2011

He's got another beautiful plan :)

I think just a few days ago I received a shocking news. The qualification round for the national science olympiad already started last Saturday and my school didn't get any notification about that. So, all of our representation from our school failed to qualify to the next level. It was...just like a shocking thunder at the middle of one wonderful lovely afternoon. I never thought that I will lose in that kind of disgusting way. 
Don't you think it's disgusting? It's truly not fair for all of us. taking part in this competition was one of my hope and it was one of my new year resolution too. But, I failed to achieve this.
Then....I just realized something
This is one of God's beautiful plan. Maybe He got another plan for me, and not all of the students were as lucky as me to be chosen as the school's representation. I was chosen among 300+ students in my school that maybe have more potential than me! Isn't that wonderful?
Soo..enough thinking about that, and start another page of my life that is full of adventure. I know that God's plan never disappointing and He's god another beautiful plan for me..
International Olympiad for Science? Who knows?! :D 
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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

I LOVE holiday planning

I love planning something, I don't know why. Sometimes, planning something is much more fun than doing that 'something', hell yeah!
I really like holiday planning. Maybe, just maybe, in another family, the parents decide the place they want to visit, without their children suggestion or idea. But in my family, my mom and dad ask my help to plan the perfect holiday together. Starts from ticket hunting via internet, hotel hunting and booking, tourist-destination survey, etc.
I love it, it's just make me feel that....my position in my family kinda important.
Sooo....if holiday planning is already so much fun, I'm really looking forward to my next family vacation. it must be realllyyyy exciting, gonna love it!!
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Sunday, May 1, 2011

any suggestion?

Ok, I believe all of you confused about him and him, right? Too many word "him" in this blog.
How about this:
I don't choose him, but I choose him
Confused, right?

Okay, "him" and another "him'" are 2 different person with different appearance and personality. (Of course!)
And..I need another cool alias to separate those 2 "hims"
I don't really like using alphabet, such as 'A' or 'B', too standard I think.
Hmmm..any alias suggestion??
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Monday, April 25, 2011

holiday sickness

No. it's not a sickness caused by "trap at home" 24 hours a day.
It's just a plain, usual, normal sickness that really annoying
I'm *cough* having a bad *sneeze* flu right now and don't forget, headache
Can't really enjoy this *cough again* holiday properly.
Get well soon, Sella ! (?)
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Sunday, April 24, 2011

Happy Easter Day!

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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

The last day??

Okay, so that day WASN'T the last day to see him, actually there was another chance but I didn't use that chance must, and you know what? I do regret it now. After this, I don't know when and where I can meet him again. So, it's maybe the official good bye, no, farewell is better. God knows when we should meet again :)

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Sunday, April 17, 2011

Keep your head up!

Another depressing and miserable week has passed, got another one to go. *sigh*
I don't know why I'm being so depressed recently, things going complicated, and the people start teasing me EVERYDAY
I'm being bullied, I think, and for the first time too. No one ever dares to mess up with me, but I don't know who starts first (and I don't want to know either), but then a bunch of boys in my class start teasing me, making fun of me, like I'm an object that can be made fun of. I don't know if they are aware or not. I yelled to them, threatened them, even begged at them to stop terrorizing me. This is like a nightmare that keep haunting me every night.
You may think I'm over-emotional, but try to position yourself in my condition, you will see and feel how horrifying it is.
Even there's a boy that message me, just to tease me AGAIN (the school isn't enough, huh?), say that me and one of the boys in my class would make a nice couple. My blood pressure get higher, and it's just like ... I wanna punch him, right in his face. OH MY GOD?!
Don't you have eyes? Don't you have feeling? If you have, you shouldn't talk like that to me.
I know that he's joking, but that's offensive, you know?
I REALLY NEVER WANTED TO DATE ONE OF MY CLASS MATES, EVEN THOUGH MAYBE HE IS HANDSOME OR CLEVER!!.
If I don't want to date the handsome one, that's really obvious and ridiculous that I would date the "plain" type.
That joke is really offensive and I received it EVERYDAY. You know what? EVERYDAY!
Not just in week-days, but even in week-ends. It looks like terror to me, I can't just get relaxed even one day, one hour, one minute, or even one second
And you know why it is so offensive?, because beside we're really different and he's not even close enough to my "type", I'll feel a little "bitchy" when they say we would make a great couple. I'm not a play girl, ya know?
I'm in love with another "him", and I never can be in love with 2 different persons in the same time. If you say that "we" (even though I don't really like to state my name as "we") would make a nice couple, it would hurt me really bad, cause you can kill my feeling to another "him", slowly but surely.

End this terror please, I'm horrified, I'm scared, and I don't know how long can I stand this. Now, it makes me sad rather than angry. I don't have any energy to angry or yell at you guys. So next Monday, I just gonna stay quiet, not yelling back, ignore what you say, cry in my heart, and still believe that my feeling to "him" is much more stronger than the gossip and scandal you've made and made me involved in it.

Keep your head up, girl!
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supernatural?

Don't know why I become really addicted to supernatural novels! Most of the novels that I have are about supernatural. You may think I'm weird. Most of the teenage girls maybe prefer romance novels to supernatural, but I am really different. I don't really like romance novels, prefer just a small portion of romance in every novels.
Yeah, I'm collecting a lot, from Ghostgirl the series to Suddenly Supernatural. They are great novels! Waiting list : Stargazer!
It doesn't mean that I'm truly believe in ghosts. Well, ghosts do exist I think, but we don't have to be scared. They don't have any relation anymore with us, except with the ones that have any "special talent" or the ones that still have some "unfinished business" with all the ghosts. Wait..what am I talking about? Ghosts? Oh my, guess I'm totally addicted to my novels!
Gotta continue it!

P.S : I hate to be disturbed while I'm reading my novels
:P
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Saturday, April 9, 2011

A silent goodbye

(Probably) it is the last day to see him
So we're parting away, leave each other, back to our usual daily life
No goodbye, no waving hands, no farewell
Just watching you step out of that building, silently



Will we meet each other again? Hope so...




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STOP RUINING MY ENTIRE LIFE

TO:  A PERSON THAT ALWAYS TEASE ME, ALWAYS SET ME UP WITH HIS FRIEND, THE ONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE ANY FEELING FOR HUMANITY OR ANY BRAIN TO BE USED


STOP RUINING MY ENTIRE LIFE
STOP MESSING UP WITH MY LIFE
I'VE GOT A PRETTY GOOD REPUTATION AND NOW YOU TRY TO CRASH IT DOWN
AS YOU KNOW, I WON'T GET DOWN SO FAST


YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU ARE SUCH A COWARD WITH NO BRAIN AND NO LIFE AT ALL. TRYING TO SET ME UP WITH ANOTHER NASTY FRIEND OF YOURS.
SHOULD I SAY IT ONCE AGAIN?!


I DON'T LIKE HIM AT ALL, I DON'T HAVE ANY FEELING AT ALL, HE EVEN DOESN'T DESERVE ME CAUSE MY HEART IS TOO EXPENSIVE AND TOO WORTHY TO BE GIVEN TO A PERSON LIKE HIM. 
I'M TIRED BEING TEASED, I'M TIRED BEING THE OBJECT OF JOKES, I'M TIRED BEING ANNOYED, I'M TIRED OF THIS


SINCERELY
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Thursday, March 31, 2011

How does it feel?

3 EASIEST WAYS TO DIE:


1. have a cigarette daily
- you'll die 10 years earlier.


2.Drink alcohol daily.
- you'll die 30 years earlier.


3. Love someone who doesn't love you back.
-you'll die daily.











Nothing hurts more than to be friends with someone. Knowing you are both in love with each other, and yet not being able to be together.

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Officially Retired

I'm retired from the ice since last year and today was the first time I got back on ice again. Need some time to get settled up, my body became a little "lost its balance", but I didn't fall today! I forgot how to do the stand spin (the more suitable sentence is "I'm too afraid to do the stand spin") but I still enjoy my time up here.
But today, I've made a decision, if the last time I retired from the ice rink because of my tasks and assignments in school, now I've made a decision, that maybe this is the last time I skate.
Why? I don't have passion for skating anymore, like the last time I skate. I just feel that the ice rink is no longer where my heart belong, and I've got a bigger dream to reach. Skating is only for fun, I'll stop taking it seriously cause I don't have any desire again.
So, today I officially retired...
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Friday, March 25, 2011

Deal with it

okay, don't be such a crybaby, if she doesn't love you back, don't act like this world is over. Am I mean? Yes, I'm truly a mean girl, but with my "meanie" side, I can get stronger and I can face the problem that I deal with. You don't have to spread any more gossip about you and me, and you shouldn't hope too much. Cause you know what?! I really don't have any feeling for you and actually, you don't deserve me. Be a better man, and don't cry for a girl. I don't deserve someone stupid and weak as you.
You think I never experienced feeling like you? Yes, I have experienced that. Unrequited love is painful, but I'm a girl and I can deal with it, I never thought that you are such a weak man, such a gay attitude for a man to do

P.S: Sorry I was mean in this post, this is the "other side" of me when I am really angry with someone
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Saturday, March 19, 2011

This is it

Report book distribution today! Hell yeah, can't accompany my mom take the report book cause I have to attend the boring biology lecture today, and that made me realllyyyy afraid and curious about my scores. Yeah, some of the scores from some subjects are decreasing.
And that subject is .... *drum roll please* Bahasa Indonesia!
I don't know, I speak Bahasa 24/7 and it is my first language! And..I only got 72% for my mid test in this subject and the total average of 81% of this subject..
Got another bad mark for physical education, but never mind that, I always hate sport (and I always bad in that subject too!) The rests are pretty good...
*sigh* Okay...hope I can still use the rest of 8th grade to improve myself!!
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Monday, March 14, 2011

What if?

Yeah, I opened a secret counselling service for the problematic students in my class, they can contact me via message and hopefully I can help them with their problems by giving solutions. Until now on, I have....3 clients that want my advice and suggestions. All of them are boys and their questions are about girls of course.
I've got an interesting question from one of my clients (actually he's my classmates) and maybe this is one of your questions too...

Q: Is it okay for me to have a crush or like a beautiful girl even though my own look is rather plain or can't be consider handsome? Isn't it an impossible dream?

That's a pretty difficult question for me, a newbie in this position. My other 2 clients just need a simple advice for me.

1st perspective:
That's okay, we never know with whom we'll fall in love, and I think it's not fair for them who has a rather plain look (like me, of course!). Love is created for everyone, not just the beautiful or handsome one. And it's not fair to judge people by their own cover, their own look. I'm sure that they have few advantages that the other people don't have.

2nd perspective:
That's maybe quite "unfit" or unsuitable". The couple will not become the best-looking people because the society like to judge couple by their appearance. I, myself, often judge some couples in my school too. They don't fit together, because the boy is not very handsome, they are not matched, because the boy is not as clever as the girl, etc. So, maybe I could say that it's impossible.

Seriously, I don't know how to answer this. But I can't kill his feeling or hope, I can't lie, but I can't tell him the truth. Such a poor boy I think.
I just answer like this, "I think it's okay to have feelings like that (have a crush on a girl). That's normal actually, because we can't choose to fall in love with who. But don't be furious or feel unworthy if the girl that you like turn you down because maybe she thinks you are not good enough for love. You can't force someone to like or to love you.

I know my answer is not very wise and I am not really suitable with this job. But the guys out there need my advice and I can't close my service!

P.S: I won't spoil his identity and I think his question is not a personal one, because it's a frequently asked question I think. So, that's okay to make this public.
And one more..if you have problems, just contact me! I hope I can help you XD
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See? I Told You

He completely forgets it anyway, he makes me like an idiot when I wait my phone to ring (read: vibrate because I am in silent mode) but nothing happened!
Yeah, I shouldn't wait for him, I should forget him like he forgets me
See? I told you he forgets it!
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Saturday, March 12, 2011

Forget it

Ok, I met him again today, but I really got no idea how would that happen!
So in the morning before the first session started, I teased my friend, that he had a crush on a beautiful girl from another school, but then he teased me back. He wanted to say to my old friend ('A'), that I had a crush on him!
Oh my! I thought first that he just kidding, but he actually did it. He said to my old friend "Hey, she's there!"
DAMN IT!
During the breaktime, he teased me again. He dragged 'A' to me. First I thought 'A' will really angry at him, but he just smiled, so maybe my guess was wrong. I always thought that he wouldn't speak to me, but actually he spoke to me!
Unfortunately, my class already started again after the break and I was late! I wanted to come in but I was so afraid, but he said "There's no teacher inside"
So I just came in without knocking the door, but the teacher was there!! Maybe the whole class will think that I'm a really rude student..
And then, when I went home, my friend called me that A asked my phone number. I couldn't believe it! Maybe he just fooling and lying to me again. So, I asked my girl friend that I can trusted.
Actually, he dragged A to my girl friend then he asked her to say my phone number loudly, then he asked A to repeat it. So that doesn't mean that he asked my phone number!
He already said things that made me happy but actually that didn't happen!! But, will he keep remember my phone number? Hope so..

but..

Forget it, he must be forget it right away
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Saturday, March 5, 2011

Postpone

Attention readers!
Midterms are here so this blog is postponed for a while :)
Cause I'll be really busy studying for the exams
Just wish me luck, thanksss...
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Saturday, February 26, 2011

Math...

Math tells us 3 of the saddest love stories:
Of parallel lines, who are never meant to meet.
Of tangent lines, who were together once then parted forever.
And of asymptotes, who could only get closer and closer, but could never be together.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Valentine Day...

Okay, I know it's a bit late, but...Happy Valentine Day all!
I've got a lot of chocolate today, so I felt like I'm one of the popular girls in school, although I'm not! XD
Soo...this Valentine is just the same as the other day, I'm single so Valentine is nothing special until...I found a chocolate, wrapped in gift paper, located under my chair, with no name on it. Who put it there? OH MY GOSH! Who did it? I asked the whole class about that chocolate, but it seems that nobody owes that chocolate.

Is it for me?
-maybe yes, that's located under my chair, exactly
From who?
-a secret admirer?
Do I have one?
-maybe..but I'm not so sure
Do I have to take it?
-Yes, it's free!

Soo..I took it! Well, 1 extra chocolate for my valentine day! It's a special Valentine for me!

Love - a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker. 
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Saturday, February 5, 2011

Happy Chinese New Year!

I know maybe it's too late but sorry! I haven't spent a lot of time in front of the computer, been sooo busy on New Year's Eve and New Year's Day!!
On Wednesday, New Year's Eve, we decided to have dinner together. My mom said we have to arrive at King's Palace Restaurant at 6 pm, so we have to get ready at 4 pm. But suddenly, my dad said "Hurry up! We'll be late, we're going at 3 pm!" OH NO! I just came home from school at 2.45 pm and then I have to take a bath and get ready in 15 minutes?! Oh man...
Then, we got into the car and went to the restaurant. That restaurant is located at Pasific Place, next to Ritz Carlton Hotel, and that means...traffic jam!
OK, I knew that there are a lot of cars and motorcycles here in Jakarta, or maybe I should say "over-capacity". I couldn't imagine how's Jakarta in the next 10 years, we would just stuck in one point, locked among the other cars that are stuck there too. Maybe I should move to another city or even country if I already grown up!
2 hours in car with average speed not more than 40 km/hour, I guess? That's crazy! And then we arrived there and met our families and relatives. Not all of our relatives came here because it was for close family only. 2 hours later, we finished but my parents were still chit-chatting with my uncles and aunts. I just sat there, listening (but don't understand what they are talking about), and just waiting...
Okay, about 1 hour later we came home and still....stuck in a big traffic jam. Arrived at home at 9 pm but decided not to sleep until 12 am, it brings good luck, you know?

THE NEXT DAY
Happy New Year everyone! Woke up at..7 am? Get ready and dressed and...I'm totally different than the "usual" me that you used to see everyday at school. I bet, if I accidentally meet someone out there, they will not recognize me! First, we went to my mom's family's house. And you know what? It was so boring! My cousin from my mother's side are alllll boys, I only got 1 female cousin, and the rest are boys. About 9 boys, 5 of them are at the same age with me, but still, I can't talk a lot with them...
Then, we went to my grandmother's house from my father's side. After that, we went to our relative's house and it was really tiring. I arrived home at 9.30 pm and I was freaking tired! But...that's okay, I got a lot of money!! Gonna save it in the bank...I wish everyday is Chinese New Year, isn't that fun?!


 
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Saturday, January 29, 2011

stupid..

I met him again today, AGAIN, after a long long time...
But I am so stupid, I even didn't say "hello" to him


No, I am even too shy to just meet him
I am too shy to go over him
I am too shy to look at his face
I am too shy to say, "Hey, you're my old friend!"


Why?
Cause if I said that, did he actually remember me?
will he think I'm annoying?


I think time have killed my feeling, but something ain't right about this. 
Forget it
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Geometry...that's so not me

Sorry for long update, guys! Many activities this January, special training for National Science Olympiad (Olimpiade Sains Nasional or OSN for short) preparation every Saturday from 8 am until 12 pm..such a tiring day. Then, last Sunday I had to rehearse for drama next week, no time to update my blog!
I'm not really into math, but geometry really makes me upset! We're studying about circle right now. The area and circumference of circle is not very hard, but the angle properties in circle is quite difficult. I have to ask my friend who is excel at math to help me out. God, please help me pass the exam!
On grade 7, geometry is also my weak part in math and I need some private lesson with my older sister. (it's free!) I think, I need one this time, just for the geometry subject!
Ok, I think enough chit-chat now, need to study more. Wish me luck!
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Thursday, January 6, 2011

Adventure in Paradise Island!

Just as my promise yesterday, just enjoy it cause it's gonna be a really looonnnggg post! Oh yeah, I hope my article can be your references if you want to spend your holiday in Dewata Island. Hope you like it!

DAY 1: Airport Panic?!
Okay, our plane would depart at 2.55 pm but we just left our house at 12.30 pm. It was really late, yeah I know! And then, we caught in a big traffic jam and it was impossible to move! And another thing, my mom forgot to bring our birth certificate! My mom thought it would be okay, since it was a domestic flight, not the international one. But my dad didn't agree with her. He said that we couldn't take any risk. So, he rushed home with "ojek" while we were waiting in the car that was parked at the side of the road. I looked at my watch, it was 2 pm! Panic! Panic! It's not the right time to panic, but it was! My father returned exactly at 2.05 pm and we rushed to the airport. Hope we can still catch the plane! We arrived at 2.40 pm, 15 minutes before the plane departed! We never arrive at the airport so damn late! We checked in and rushed to the boarding room. Luckily, we arrived at the plane on time. Of course, the plane was already full of people, sorry guys :P
I sat next to the window and I read during the flight. Fortunately, the weather was pretty good during the flight and there was no turbulence. About 1.5 hours later, we arrived at Bali Island. I saw Bali island from the plane so clearly! The last time I went there was..when I was still 5 years old and as I remember, we arrived there at night so I couldn't see anything :(
After we arrived at Ngurah Rai airport, we went to the hotel. We stayed in a small and unpopular hotel at Legian Street, near the Kuta beach. The hotel's rate during Christmas and New Year was pretty high and expensive so we decided to just stay in a 3 star hotel or 4 star hotel.
After we settled in, we took a bath and then we went outside to have dinner. Legian street was full of restaurants, cafes, shops, bistros, and of course, tourists! There were so many Western tourists and that makes it's so hard to find Chinese food! All I can see is...German restaurant, Norwegian restaurant, bistro...Yeah, I NEED CHINESE FOOD! Since I can't eat anything beside Chinese food :( Luckily, we found one restaurant that serves Indonesian food and Chinese food. Thanks God! But, we should keep searching for the other restaurant. I don't want to eat at the same restaurant everyday! Realizing that we can't do anything today, we just got back to the hotel and sleep. And guess what?! I had headache again! Ignore it...just sleep==

DAY 2: The adventure begins!
Okay, just woke up at..8 am and had breakfast at the restaurant. After that we went to Kintamani Mountain. Unfortunately, the weather wasn't really good and it was raining all day. After we arrived there, we had lunch while we were enjoying the beautiful scene. But we couldn't see anything since it was misty! White everywhere! After that, we went to coffee plantation to try the popular coffee "Luwak Coffee". There were also some sample of another beverages, such as cappuccino, lemonade, ginger tea, and hot chocolate. Didn't want to waste them, I drank them all! XD !
Then, we went to the other tourism area, called ubud. Full of shops and restaurants, same as Kuta. And then, we asked the driver, whether he knew Chinese restaurant around there or not, but he dropped us at Western restaurant. Oh mann...

DAY 3 : Safari Time!
We decided to go to Safari Park today. It was quite fun, though! Different than the one that was in Puncak, West Java, this safari also include marine park. And it was less crowded than the one in Puncak. The main difference is: You can drive your own car to enter the safari park in Puncak, but here, you can't. You park your car outside the park and went here on foot. If you want to check out the dangerous animal, you can go by the tram that was provided by the safari. There were also some cottages inside this park. Wanna try to stay here? hahaha XD! Check out this funny picture! That's a lion..So cute, wasn't it? Then, we went to Sanur Beach but we didn't spend a lot of time there, because it was raining heavily.
After we went to the beach, we went back to our hotel. Of course, we were caught in a big traffic jam! At the hotel, I watched AFF Cup, it was the first time watching it plus my dad's a big fan of football too. Too bad Indonesia lost in the final, but no problem, there's always next time, isn't it?



DAY 4: Beautiful Bali
We went to Alas Kedaton, to the monkey forest. There were so many monkeys and they were all funny! Actually, they wouldn't scratch you or bite you if you don't disturb them, so act normally, okay? And the most important thing is: don't ever disturb the monkey with the baby. Like in the picture --->
They will be realllyyyy angry! There were A LOT of monkeys here, more than 500 I think,  but I don't know how the owner of this park can feed them all.
Then, we went to Tanah Lot, one of the popular tourist destination here in Bali. We wanted to see the sunset so we waited there for about 1 hour and drank coconut water! The coconut here was very sweet, not like the one that I drank once in Ancol. Yeah! The weather wasn't really good, so we couldn't see any sunset ==' But, yeah, the scenery was totally beautiful so it was really worth it. After that, we ate dinner at the Chinese restaurant. *Finally!* and then went back to our hotel...


DAY 4: New Year Eve
We moved from Bali Sorgawi Hotel to Maharani Hotel, closer to Kuta beach. The hotel that we stayed is located opposite the beach and our room were facing the beach. So beautiful! Because it was New Year Eve, we decided not to go anywhere because it would be too crowded. We stayed in the hotel and in the afternoon, about 4 pm, we went to the beach. My sister and my cousin played in the seaside while I was reading novel. I didn't want to swim because it was too hot and I didn't want to get tanned. (But I think I already got tanned a lot...Oh man!) My mom took my picture when I was reading seriously. But the picture was really good, I think and I like it very much. Mom, I know I always doubt it, but I think you're a really great photographer! Sorry for underestimate you before :P
Again, we were waiting for sunset, but again, there was no sunset :(
After that, we returned to our hotel and have dinner. It was raining heavily, and that restaurant was so crowded because it was the only restaurant and the only shelter around the area so it's full. We should share our table with another people that didn't have any place to sit and eat. Sometimes, I don't really like crowded place...
Because it was raining, I went back to my hotel, waiting the rain to stop and of course waiting for midnight. It was still 10 pm and I watched TV first. The fireworks were glowing in the sky. They were so beautiful! At 11.15 pm, we went outside, to the beach, where the celebration was held. The beach was full of people, and again, it was still raining. Then at 12 am, the sky was very colorful, full of fireworks from different angles! In the middle of the rain, the fireworks shined brighter than the moon... #np: Firework-Katy Perry.
Time really flew very fast and I can't believe it's already 2011 and my b'day!
We returned to our hotel and we still awake till 1 am to wish happy new year to our relatives that still in Jakarta. We slept at 2 am...

DAY 5: New Year
It's January 1st! My birthday and new year! Start a new page of my life, no, not just a new page, but a new chapter. Today, we started again our adventure. Today's destination is ---> Tanjung Benoa and Garuda Wisnu Kencana statue.
We started with Tanjung Benoa. It is a beach and it is popular for its water activity. Too bad I forgot to bring my swimsuit here, I left them in the hotel -.- So, we went to turtle island by boat. Turtle island, that's sound weird, isn't it? Well, that place was a turtle breeding place. So many turtle there and there were so big!
After that, we visited Garuda Wisnu Kencana statue, a big one. There was a folk tale about that statue but I can't tell it here, it's too long I think!
Yeah, and our adventure seems to end here, we returned to our hotel and have a rest!





DAY 6: Shopping Time!
We went to Denpasar at the morning to visit my dad's old friend. He is the owner of "Bakmi Akai" restaurant that was once in Jakarta but moved to Denpasar a few years ago. We had lunch there. *finally I can eat noodles!* I also met his daughter, she is at the same age as my sister. After that, we went to the shopping center to buy souvenirs for our friends and relatives. Then, we went to my dad's another friend that live in Denpasar too. It looked like a little reunion. We had dinner together at Chinese restaurant. There are so many Chinese restaurant in Denpasar, so maybe we should stay in Denpasar next time XD. At night, my daddy asked us to watch live concert in Hard Rock Cafe Bali. But, it was a rock band. I am not really into rock :( I prefer pop music... And that also marks, our last adventure here in Bali


DAY 7: Back to Jakarta
Before we went to the airport, my dad's old friend (like I said before) took us to a place where we could eat turtle satay (indonesian: sate penyu) I don't remember exactly where it is, but it was pretty delicious. We ate noodles again for lunch :D And then went to the airport. (We didn't want to caught in a big traffic jam again) We arrived there early, and the plane delayed for 30 minutes. After a few hours, 1.5 hours I think, we came inside the plane and flew to Jakarta... Bye Bali, I'd remember this wonderful adventure :))
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