Get Ready

Soon, about 1 week from now on..
I'll get the answers for all that I've been thinking around lately.
If the answer is as I expected, that means I still have a chance
But if it's not, the door is closed, and I can't go back to that time. That means I have to move on.
Who thinks that forgetting the past and moving on is so hard to do?
Well, for some people that is not really emotional maybe is easy, but for someone that's stupid like me?
Still have those haunting memories in the past, must be really hard to forget it.
Guess you don't understand anything about this post.
Well, that's okay. It's better if it's non-understandable. Just suppose this is my crazy mind scrabbled here.
Gotta go and write my speech!