Officially Retired

I'm retired from the ice since last year and today was the first time I got back on ice again. Need some time to get settled up, my body became a little "lost its balance", but I didn't fall today! I forgot how to do the stand spin (the more suitable sentence is "I'm too afraid to do the stand spin") but I still enjoy my time up here.
But today, I've made a decision, if the last time I retired from the ice rink because of my tasks and assignments in school, now I've made a decision, that maybe this is the last time I skate.
Why? I don't have passion for skating anymore, like the last time I skate. I just feel that the ice rink is no longer where my heart belong, and I've got a bigger dream to reach. Skating is only for fun, I'll stop taking it seriously cause I don't have any desire again.
So, today I officially retired...