Monday, July 2, 2012

It's complicated

Hey bloggers! Long time no post, I'm sorry >.<

Hell yeah, I'm still alive, don't worry ;)
Just for your information, I'll definitely become a high-schooler next week and of course, I'm so nervous! New school, new friends, new teachers, need some time to get used to it. I've said farewell to some friends and one of my best friends, and that makes me really sad. Of course, we'll meet again, hopefully!

The rest of my story this holiday is bo-ring. I didn't travel abroad this summer. The first plan was to go to Singapore, but my parents canceled it and planned to travel abroad on new year instead.
My "other" story? Ooh..it's full of drama all the way. Yesterday we still talked to each other, the very next day we ignored each other. I just want to really end this never-ending drama, but somehow it's pretty hard for me to deal with it alone.
On the other side, when I almost stop waiting for that "someone" and ready to move on, that person, once again, comes back and tapping me on my shoulders. I really really don't want to look back, again. But I don't know why it's so hard to do. In other word, I'm so confused. It's just like, he forgot me for the entire 3 years but when I'm ready to forget him, he just showed up from nowhere.

Oh well, that's life and of course, love. So complicated, full of drama, full of choices, and takes a lot of courage. You know what? I hope I can be a little girl again and my biggest problem is to choose which clothes to wear. But life keeps going on, and it's pretty complicated :)




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