Thursday, March 31, 2011

How does it feel?

3 EASIEST WAYS TO DIE:


1. have a cigarette daily
- you'll die 10 years earlier.


2.Drink alcohol daily.
- you'll die 30 years earlier.


3. Love someone who doesn't love you back.
-you'll die daily.











Nothing hurts more than to be friends with someone. Knowing you are both in love with each other, and yet not being able to be together.

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Officially Retired

I'm retired from the ice since last year and today was the first time I got back on ice again. Need some time to get settled up, my body became a little "lost its balance", but I didn't fall today! I forgot how to do the stand spin (the more suitable sentence is "I'm too afraid to do the stand spin") but I still enjoy my time up here.
But today, I've made a decision, if the last time I retired from the ice rink because of my tasks and assignments in school, now I've made a decision, that maybe this is the last time I skate.
Why? I don't have passion for skating anymore, like the last time I skate. I just feel that the ice rink is no longer where my heart belong, and I've got a bigger dream to reach. Skating is only for fun, I'll stop taking it seriously cause I don't have any desire again.
So, today I officially retired...
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Friday, March 25, 2011

Deal with it

okay, don't be such a crybaby, if she doesn't love you back, don't act like this world is over. Am I mean? Yes, I'm truly a mean girl, but with my "meanie" side, I can get stronger and I can face the problem that I deal with. You don't have to spread any more gossip about you and me, and you shouldn't hope too much. Cause you know what?! I really don't have any feeling for you and actually, you don't deserve me. Be a better man, and don't cry for a girl. I don't deserve someone stupid and weak as you.
You think I never experienced feeling like you? Yes, I have experienced that. Unrequited love is painful, but I'm a girl and I can deal with it, I never thought that you are such a weak man, such a gay attitude for a man to do

P.S: Sorry I was mean in this post, this is the "other side" of me when I am really angry with someone
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Saturday, March 19, 2011

This is it

Report book distribution today! Hell yeah, can't accompany my mom take the report book cause I have to attend the boring biology lecture today, and that made me realllyyyy afraid and curious about my scores. Yeah, some of the scores from some subjects are decreasing.
And that subject is .... *drum roll please* Bahasa Indonesia!
I don't know, I speak Bahasa 24/7 and it is my first language! And..I only got 72% for my mid test in this subject and the total average of 81% of this subject..
Got another bad mark for physical education, but never mind that, I always hate sport (and I always bad in that subject too!) The rests are pretty good...
*sigh* Okay...hope I can still use the rest of 8th grade to improve myself!!
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Monday, March 14, 2011

What if?

Yeah, I opened a secret counselling service for the problematic students in my class, they can contact me via message and hopefully I can help them with their problems by giving solutions. Until now on, I have....3 clients that want my advice and suggestions. All of them are boys and their questions are about girls of course.
I've got an interesting question from one of my clients (actually he's my classmates) and maybe this is one of your questions too...

Q: Is it okay for me to have a crush or like a beautiful girl even though my own look is rather plain or can't be consider handsome? Isn't it an impossible dream?

That's a pretty difficult question for me, a newbie in this position. My other 2 clients just need a simple advice for me.

1st perspective:
That's okay, we never know with whom we'll fall in love, and I think it's not fair for them who has a rather plain look (like me, of course!). Love is created for everyone, not just the beautiful or handsome one. And it's not fair to judge people by their own cover, their own look. I'm sure that they have few advantages that the other people don't have.

2nd perspective:
That's maybe quite "unfit" or unsuitable". The couple will not become the best-looking people because the society like to judge couple by their appearance. I, myself, often judge some couples in my school too. They don't fit together, because the boy is not very handsome, they are not matched, because the boy is not as clever as the girl, etc. So, maybe I could say that it's impossible.

Seriously, I don't know how to answer this. But I can't kill his feeling or hope, I can't lie, but I can't tell him the truth. Such a poor boy I think.
I just answer like this, "I think it's okay to have feelings like that (have a crush on a girl). That's normal actually, because we can't choose to fall in love with who. But don't be furious or feel unworthy if the girl that you like turn you down because maybe she thinks you are not good enough for love. You can't force someone to like or to love you.

I know my answer is not very wise and I am not really suitable with this job. But the guys out there need my advice and I can't close my service!

P.S: I won't spoil his identity and I think his question is not a personal one, because it's a frequently asked question I think. So, that's okay to make this public.
And one more..if you have problems, just contact me! I hope I can help you XD
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See? I Told You

He completely forgets it anyway, he makes me like an idiot when I wait my phone to ring (read: vibrate because I am in silent mode) but nothing happened!
Yeah, I shouldn't wait for him, I should forget him like he forgets me
See? I told you he forgets it!
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Saturday, March 12, 2011

Forget it

Ok, I met him again today, but I really got no idea how would that happen!
So in the morning before the first session started, I teased my friend, that he had a crush on a beautiful girl from another school, but then he teased me back. He wanted to say to my old friend ('A'), that I had a crush on him!
Oh my! I thought first that he just kidding, but he actually did it. He said to my old friend "Hey, she's there!"
DAMN IT!
During the breaktime, he teased me again. He dragged 'A' to me. First I thought 'A' will really angry at him, but he just smiled, so maybe my guess was wrong. I always thought that he wouldn't speak to me, but actually he spoke to me!
Unfortunately, my class already started again after the break and I was late! I wanted to come in but I was so afraid, but he said "There's no teacher inside"
So I just came in without knocking the door, but the teacher was there!! Maybe the whole class will think that I'm a really rude student..
And then, when I went home, my friend called me that A asked my phone number. I couldn't believe it! Maybe he just fooling and lying to me again. So, I asked my girl friend that I can trusted.
Actually, he dragged A to my girl friend then he asked her to say my phone number loudly, then he asked A to repeat it. So that doesn't mean that he asked my phone number!
He already said things that made me happy but actually that didn't happen!! But, will he keep remember my phone number? Hope so..

but..

Forget it, he must be forget it right away
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Saturday, March 5, 2011

Postpone

Attention readers!
Midterms are here so this blog is postponed for a while :)
Cause I'll be really busy studying for the exams
Just wish me luck, thanksss...
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