Miss Unperfect

Yeah, this is my nickname and I love this nickname really much. It reminds me, that I can't be a perfect girl, I can't always get what I want, I'm unperfect...

Of course, this name has its own history. I've been tired acting like I'm the most perfect girl in the world. I've been sick of wearing the "mask of perfectness" everyday. I just want to show my true colors and that also mean, I need to get ready, ready to face those criticism, and other people's opinion about me. Based on my physiology test and based on my feeling, CRITICS and PEOPLE"S OPINION are my greatest fear. I don't know why. I hate to be called "you're ugly, you're not as smart as we think, you're overrated". So, that's why I always wear a mask when I go to school. I try to act perfectly, like a princess that doesn't have a single flaw. But now I realized, it's useless. It's better to show, who I am. 

• I can get angry easily
• I never can place myself in another people's position
• I can't never understand the others
• I'm too selfish
• I always want to get what I want
• I don't really like helping others
• I can get mad if somebody criticize me
• I never want to hear other people's opinion
• I always want to be the boss
• I'm careless
• I can forget things easily
• I always act like I'm the perfect one
• I hate it when someone is better than me
• I always want to be the best
• I'm hard to impress
• I have too high imagination
• I'm a dreamer
• I worry so much about myself
• I'm not a grateful person
• I like to judge another person by her/his physical appearance.
• I don't like being blamed
• I'm too indecisive

I hope you receive me, just the way I am, no need to pretending, I am not perfect. I hope all of you still wanna be friend with me. I know, I get really annoying sometimes. But I hope you understand me. Nobody's perfect, right? I'm sorry if I already being such an annoying and disturbing girl. I hope you forgive me...

 Unperfectness is such a gift, so we can keep trying our best to move closer to the word, "perfect" - Miss Unperfect