....is it called love?...

It it... L.O.V.E

It's been 2 years since I fell in love... and it's the 2nd time, I don't know why but I think that I'm getting lovesick (again) you know? my heart was beating very fast when I see your face, even when I just see your photo... I stop breathing when you was smiling at me... And I think I can't move my feet when I saw you walking towards me...

I'm afraid!!
But I'm too afraid to say it... I'm too afraid to say hi to you... I'm too shy to talk to you... why? Cause you are soooo popular, you're so amazing, you're an idol! Many girls like you! But I'm not your fans, you know? I like you, not because of  your popularity, appearance, or cleverness... I like and love you the way you are... I love your personality, your smile, but I can't say it... cause I knew.. you'll turn me down, cause I'm not that good :( I'm just an ordinary, usual girl...

Secret Admirer

I'm not a stalker, I'm your secret admirer :) But don't worry, I didn't send you presents, like flowers, chocolate, love letters or notes... and I won't... I just... love you but nobody knew it.. that;s the meaning of secret admirer here, of maybe I should say it... secret lover... Nobody knew it, even my best friends (and I swear I'll never tell it to them) I knew, it's impossible for me to be your girlfriend, cause we're separated miles apart... you know what? I'm still love you with all of my heart, even when nobody knows it... :))