I think... He's still here, right here in my heart

Well, this post isn't about dating, ya' know! My teacher at Sunday School said that we shouldn't dating first, but...as a teenager of course we have "that kind of feeling"... But of course, I will never have a plan to move on or go dating! We still too young, and I just want to enjoy my teenager life because it happens so fast!

Well, I met this guy for about... several years ago. He is my childhood friend .and I hope he will become like this forever =) Slow, but sure, I became interested with him. His smile, his voice, everything. But I still considered him as my best friend. And I think, he did too. 

First, I just considered he as my best friend, but when I heard rumors that many girls like him too, I felt jealous. But I didn't consider him as my boyfriend or I love him, I just "like" him. Now, he's not in my school again, he's moved to another school. And slowly, my feelings has gone too... But, after about 1 year, I start to think about him again, I don't know why?! And when I heard that somebody's there (at his new school) had a crush on him, I felt jealous... But I won't say that I "love" you, I just want us to become friends :) I don't care if some of my friends said that you are not the "old" you, but I just " like" (not love, okay) the way you are. I hope that we can become friends forever and you won't forget me, same as I won't forget you... Well, as you know (But I bet you'll never knew), you're still here,  in my heart (again, as a best friend of mine)