Craziest Saturday Ever!!

Well, it's a craziest Saturday ever! My friends came to my house at 12.00 because we wanted to make our Bahasa Indonesia project, about tips. At first, we didn't know what should we make, "how to concetrate at school?" That's so boring! "how to look beautiful in your hardest time?" Oh my, no one would read that! So, we just waited for our another friend, that is really creative, for about 20 minutes. In that meantime, we edited some of my friend's photo, just call her... emm... Kath. It was totally fun! And that... after we waited for 20 minutes, our friend came and we started to start our project. We decided to make "how to be a best friend" Well, too common, too classic, but at least it's better than "how to study well" lol!
We made it not by computer, original handmade! It took us about 1 - 2 hours to finish it... It wasn't really good either... (I post the picture later!)
When we finished it, we continued our "project"... editing Kath's photo, and it turned out really good! You should see the result, it was totally cool!!
That was crazy, totally! Otherwise, my friend and I discussed about the next project. We decided to edit some more photos, and combine it, so it will become a story!
Another crazy thing (but it was a good thing ) was a new handphone from my dad! *Thanks, dad!* It was Nokia E71! Bye2 my old N81, miss you always :( So, it was my craziest Saturday ever... hope you have a nice weekend...

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The Super Busiest Week Ever!!

Akhirnyaa... 1 minggu t'lah lewat... this week is the busiest week ever, you know? (I used English not because I am 'sok inggris', but I just want to practice... ok I'll combine with Bahasa Indonesia, too)

Monday: 1. Mandarin: test about countries and languages (Hope I'll get a good mark, 2. P.E :Test (Short-track run) min. 34 laps, and you know what? I only could run 33 laps :(, 3.Music: memorize the "Minuet" song, not really hard cause I've memorized it before, but suddenly...I forget and should memorize it again zzz.

Tuesday: 1. Math test: (Function and notation of function) 2.English test: (Question tag, agree, disagree, respond) -checked it on Thursday, and I got a lot of mistakes... NOO! 3. Physics test: (Force -essay) Again, I hope I'll get good mark! 4.Skill Development : I chose Graphic Design and we learned about axonometry, it's really hard!   5. Computer : Got a homework about HTML, confusing! Should submit it on Thursday... T.T

Wednesday: 1. Biology test: (Growth and development (really hard!! I hope I don't get bad marks... cause   it's totally hard!) 2. Mam Eva gave me homework to create a short story..... at least 6-8 pages!

Thursday: Have a little break cause school finished at 10

Friday: 1. Biology presentation (Movement System) and my team was reallly bad!! I hope I'll get good marks    2. English listening test (3 mistakes... stupid mistakes...)

Saturday: Bahasa Indonesia project.... (tips) booriing.... 

So, it was my busiest week summary. I need a break!!

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Can't believe but I can do that!!

Wah... tadi ga nyangka lho bisa ketemu "dia" lagi, "dia" di sini itu temen lamaku. Dia jarang banget ol facebook, , trus ganti no hp, tapi tadi pas iseng" buka yahoo messenger, eh liat dia ol. Pertama, takut and malu ajak dia ngobrol, gengsi gitu deh, tapi abis dipikir-pikir, kapan lagi coba? Lgpula dia tuh jarang ol dimana-mana, Langsung aja deh, ajak ngobrol... Dia ga berubah... masih lucu, masih suka iseng, cuma kayaknya lebih cool aja sekarang. Tapi... kalau online kan kita ga tau orang itu niat atau ga niat chat sama kita... Tapi, no prob, yg penting kan kita udah ada komunikasi lagi,hehe... kejadian langka yang patut di-share

*saya sedang berbahagia, makanya agak norak sedikit... XD

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Wish me Luck!!

A lot of tests next week... On Monday I have, maybe about 2 tests. Mandarin and Maths. On Tuesday, I have 4 tests, English, Physics, Computer and... Maths again! On Wednesday... Biology test!

And also, I have to participate in SMAK 3 Week Competition... arrgh!! Well, wish me luck, friends!!

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Happy Independence Day!!

Happy Independence Day!! Hope Indonesia will get better, better at everything! Love you so much^^

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13. So Far So Great

Title: So Far So Great
Artist: Demi Lovato
Album: Here We Go Again

Off to the graces
I'm going places
Might be a long shot
Not gonna waste it
This is the big break
And it's calling my name
Yeeeaah

So far so great, get with it
At least that's how I see it
Having a dream's just the beginning
So far so great, believe it
Can’t take away this feeling
Taking a ride with chance to my side
Yeah, I can't wait
So far, so great

Might need to wing it
Still gonna bring it
Not gonna sink low
I'm going swimming
Swing for the fences
Sky's not the limit today
Yeeeaah

So far so great, get with it
At least that's how I see it
Having a dream's just the beginning
So far so great, believe it
Can’t take away this feeling
Taking a ride with chance to my side
Yeah, I can't wait
So far, so great

Everyone says don't get your hopes up
Learn the ropes and climb the ladder
I know in the end that just being here is the best
And it only gets better, it only gets better

So far so great, get with it
At least that's how I see it
Having a dream's just the beginning
So far so great, believe it
Can’t take away this feeling
Taking a ride with chance to my side
Yeah, I can't wait
So far, so great
I can't wait
So far so great



YOW!!!!

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12. Everything You're Not

Title: Everything You're Not
Artist: Demi Lovato
Album: Here We Go Again

I've been bruised and I've been broken
Can't believe that I put up with all this pain
I've been used and I was choking on the promise I would never fall again (umm)


I used to sing to your twisted symphony
The words that had me dropped inside your misery
But now I know the reason why I couldn't breathe


Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door
Cause you can't shut me out
No I don't
Don't care what you say
Cause all I really, all I really want is everything you're not
(never gonna break my heart again. Never gonna see my face again)
Everything you're not (never wanna feel this way again)


Your darkness was my weakness
But it turns out that it only went so deep. (Deep)
A meaningless diversion,
That is all that you ever meant to me (me, me, me)


And I am done with your twisted symphony
The words that had me sound like stolen poetry
I tore the pages and I can finally breathe


Cause all I want is everything you're not
So go ahead and slam the door cause you can't shut me out
No I don't
Don't care what you say
Cause all I really, all I really want is everything you're not
(never gonna break my heart again. Never gonna see my face again)


I want a gentleman who treats me like a queen
I need respect, I need love. Nothing in between.
I will not spell it out for you if you can see
Cause you're not worth it. You don't deserve it.
And now I'm gone (everything you're not, not, not)
Everything you're not (not, not)
One, Two,Three!


Cause all I want is everything you're not (thing you're not)
So go ahead and slam the door cause you can't shut me out (shut me out)
No I don't
Don't care what you say
All I really, all I really want is everything you're not


(Never gonna break my heart again. Never gonna see my face again. Never wanna feel this way again)
Oh Uh Oh Oh
(Never gonna break my heart again. Never gonna see my face again. Never wanna feel this way again)
Oh Uh Oh Oh
(Never gonna break my heart again. Never gonna see my face again. Never wanna feel this way again)

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11. Remember December

"Remember December" is a single by American pop-rock singer Demi Lovato. It serves as the second single from her sophomore album, Here We Go Again. The music video has an 80's type theme, and features Lovato's Camp Rock 2: The Final Jam co-stars. It was met positively by critics and fans alike. Lovato has stated that the video is like none she's ever done before, and that she loved it. Meaghan Jette Martin took to twitter to comment about the video, stating "Chloe Bridges and I have awesome 80's hair. I can't wait to see how Anna Maria Perez de Tagle's hair will turn out!!!"

Title: Remember December

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

I feel a separation coming on
'Cause I know you want to be moving on
I wish it would snow tonight
You'd pull me in, avoid a fight
'Cause I feel a separation coming on

Just prove that there is nothing left to try
'Cause the truth I'd rather we just both deny
You kissed me with those open eyes
It says so much, it's no surprise to you
But I've got something left inside

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember, don't surrender

You said you wouldn't let them change your mind
'Cause when we're together fire melts the ice
Our hearts are both on overdrive
Come with me, let's run tonight
Don't let these memories get left behind

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember

I remember us together with a promise of forever
We can do this, fight the pressure
Please remember December

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say, don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember, don't surrender

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10. World of Chances

I LOVE this song! It's amazing!

Title: World of Chances

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Demi Lovato

You've got a face for a smile you know
A shame you waste it when you're breaking me slowly
But I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances, chances that you're burning through

I've got a paper and pen
I go to write you goodbye and that's when I know
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances for you
I've got a world of chances, chances that you're burning through

Oh, I'm going my own way, my faith has lost its strength again
Oh, it's been too hard to say, we've fallen off the edge again
We're at the end, we're at the end

Maybe you'll call me someday
Hear the operator say the number's no good
And that she had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances for you
She had a world of chances, chances you were burning through
Chances you were burning through, chances you were burning through

You've got a face for a smile you know

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9. Stop the World

Title: Stop the World

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

woah oh oh

i don't know why
i don't know why
im so afraid
(so afraid)

i don't know how
i don't know how
to fix the pain
(fix the pain)

we're living a lie
living a lie
this needs to change
(needs to change)

we're out of time
we're out of time
and it's still the same

we can't stop the world
but there's so much more that we could do
you can't stop this girl
from falling more in love with you

you said nobody has to know
give us time to grow
and take it slow
but i'd stop the world
if it finally let us be alone
let us be alone oooo ohhh oh

im hearing the noise
hearing the noise
from all around
(from all around)

im on the edge
im on the edge
of breaking down
(of breaking down)

like Bonnie and Clyde
let's find a ride and ditch this town
keep it alive
keep it alive
don't make a sound
(make a sound)

we can't stop the world
but there's so much more that we could do
you can't stop this girl
from falling more in love with you

you said nobody has to know
give us time to grow
and take it slow
but i'd stop the world
if it finally let us be alone
let us be alone oooo ohhh oh

I never wanna take that final look,
I’ll turn another page
Wont close the book.

We cant stop the world,
But there’s so much more that we can do.
You cant stop this girl from falling more in love with you.
You said nobody has to know give us time to grow and take it slow.
But I'd stop the world
If they finally let us be alone.
Let us be alone.
Let us be alone…
Alone, ooh, ooh, weee-ah. Alone.

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8. Got Dynamite

Title: Got Dynamite

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

I cant take your hand and
lead you to the water
I cant make you feel what you don't feel but you know you wanna
find out how to crack me
Log in try to hack me

Underneath the surface
there's so much you need to know
And you might feel like you're drowning
but that's what I need to let go

Tell me what you got to break down the walls
You just might need Dynamite
Tell me what you got to break down the walls
Kick senseless my defenses
Tell me what you're gonna do
I need you to light the fuse
Tell me what you got to break down the walls
You just might need Dynamite

Got Dynamite?

I cant paint this picture
just so you can hang it
I can't wait for you to understand if you just don't get it
find out how to crack me
Log in try to hack me

Underneath the surface
there's so much you need to know
And you might feel that you're drowning but that's what I need
to let go

Tell me what you got to break down the walls
You just might need Dynamite
Tell me what you got to break down the walls
Kick senseless my defenses
Tell me what you're gonna do
I need you to light the fuse
Tell me what you got to break down the walls
You just might need Dynamite

When the walls come crashing down
I hope you're standing right in front of me
Where the past lies all around me
Cause all you need to save me is to intervene
and make the walls come crashing down....

Got Dynamite

Tell me what you got to break down the walls
You just might need Dynamite
Tell me what you got to break down the walls
Kick senseless my defenses
Tell me what you're gonna do
I need you to light the fuse
Tell me what you got to break down the walls
You just might need Dynamite

Got Dynamite?
Got Dynamite?
Got Dynamite?
Got Dynamite?

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7. Everytime You Lie

Title: Everytime You Lie

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

la da da da da
da da da da
ooh ooh yeah

you told me on a sunday
that it wasn't ganna work
i tried to cry myself to sleep
cause it was supposed to hurt

we sat next to the fire
as the flame was burning out
i knew what you were thinking
before youd say it aloud

don't say you're sorry
cause i'm not even breaking
you're not worth the time that this is taking

i knew better
than to let you break my heart
this soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie
everytime you lie

i woke up the next morning
with a smile on my face
and a long list of gentlemen
happy to take your place
less trashier much classier
then who you prove to be

how longs it ganna take before
you see that shes no me
oh no

i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie

at night, awake
i will be sleeping till morning breaks
that's the price you pay
for your mistakes
goodye to dreaming

so don't say you're sorry
cause i'm not gonna listen

i knew better
than to let you break my heart
the soul you'll never see again
won't be showing scars
oh no no

you still love her
i can see it in your eyes
the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie
ooh
everytime you lie

don't say you're sorry
ooh yeah
don't say you're sorry
oooh

the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie

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6. Catch Me

Another nice song.. .Check it out!

Title: Catch Me

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick, but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me
When you say goodbye

Keep it sweet, keep it slow
Let the future pass, and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon
Into this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling, but please don't catch me

See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling, but please don't catch me

So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go, it's what I feel
And for the first time in my life I know it's for real

But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing, you've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling so please don't catch me

If this is love, please don't break me
I'm giving up so just catch me

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5. Quiet

Nice song!

Title: Quiet

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

i hear a word you're not saying,
it's driving me crazy.
it's like we stopped breathing in this room.
we're both the last to be leaving,
i know what you're thinking,
i wish you'd make your move.

it's
much too quiet in here.
i wanna disappear.
i'm hearing myself thinking too clear
it's too quiet in here,
make it all go away.
why can't we break the silence, finally.

it's like you know where i'm going,
you follow me home but,
i never invite you inside.
i see what you're not showing,
i've got you alone but,
the air is so still, it's weird.

it's much too quiet in here.
i wanna disappear,
i'm hearing myself thinking too clear.
it's too quiet in here,
make it all go away.
why can't we break the silence, finally.

don't stop, don't stop telling me goodnight
just promise you'll kiss me goodbye.
what's taking so long?
don't tell me you're not gonna try,
the tensions building in my mind.
i wanna scream, and i know why.

it's much too quiet in here,
i wanna disappear.
i'm hearing myself thinking too clear
it's too quiet in here,
make it all go away.
why can't we break the silence, finally.

make it all go away,

it's too quiet in here.

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4. Falling Over Me

Title: Falling Over Me

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

I'm standing in the center of the room
I'm watching boys follow girl's perfume
All is as it should be I assume
Except for the distance between me and you

You're standing as a flower on a wall
The room is still but we're about to fall
And all the names that brought us here
Simply fade away

Who you are is falling over me
Who you are is falling over me
Who you are is everything I need
Who you are is everything I need

I'm hoping, I'm waiting
I'm praying you are the one
And I'm hoping, I'm waiting
I'm praying you are the one

I can't believe that night turned into today
I used the line you were supposed to say
And all the names that brought us here
Now we have to thank

Who you are is falling over me
Who you are is falling over me
And who you are has got me on my knees
Who you are has got me on my knees

I'm hoping, I'm waiting
I'm praying you are the one

If you want I will wait, I will follow
I'm here to stay
As long as we're promised tomorrow
I promise you today I'll wait, I'll wait

Who you are is falling over me
Who you are is falling over me
And who you are has got me on my knees
Who you are is everything

I'm hoping, I'm waiting
I'm praying you are the one
I'm hoping, I'm waiting
I'm praying you are the one
You are the one

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3. U Got Nothin' On Me

Catchy song! Check this out!

Title: U Got Nothin' On Me

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

The necklace in your car that wasnt mine.
Nothing left for you to do or say.
So im on my way ; now its too late.

Now I know who you are...
U got nothin' on me !
I see, I should have known it from the start.
(U got nothin' on me !)
You can't tell me lies.
Don't even try,
Cause this is goodbye

To broken promises
Time to face your jealousness.
Dont bore me with apologies,
or go around crawling on your knees

U got nothin' on me !
(U got nothin' on me)
U got nothin' on me !

I know who you are...
Yeah I see... I should have known it from the start
You can't tell me lies
Don't even try
Cause this is goodbye

Now I know who you are...
U got nothin' on me !
I see, I should have known it from the start
(U got nothin' on me !)
You can't tell me lies
Don't even try,
Cause this is goodbye...
goodbye.

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2. Solo

Great songs! I just love Demi Lovato!

Title: Solo

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

You speak to me
and in your words i hear the melody
but in the twilight it's so hard to see
what's wrong for me

i cant resist
until you give the truth a little twist
as if you're gonna get away with this
you're not sorry

i can't believe i fell for this

i fell through the hole
down at the bottom of your soul
didn't think you would go
so low
look at what you've done
you're losing me
here's what you've won
got me planning to go
solo
solo

you sing to me
too bad you couldn't even stay on key
if your life is such a mystery
why didn't you just stick to a-acting


here you go again
you couldn't find my number until when
you thought that you could get to my best friend
without a script your game is lacking

i can't believe i fell for this

i fell through the hole
down at the bottom of your soul
didn't think you would go so low

look at what you've done
you're losing me
here's what you've won
got me planning to go
solo
solo

i'd rather go to a party alone
than have to walk around with you on my arm
now that im proud to say we're done
good luck trying to find me

cuz i didn't think you would go so low
look at what you've done
your losing me
here's what you've won
got me planning to go
solo

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1. Here We Go Again

"Here We Go Again" is the title track and lead single from singer Demi Lovato's second studio album. This song was performed by Katie Stevens on the American Idols LIVE! Tour 2010.The music video (directed by The Malloys) was filmed on June 8, 2009, and premiered on June 26 on Disney Channel, and through her official sites, fans were told they could participate in the making of the video. The video starts with Lovato in her dressing room talking to her boyfriend on the phone. It is assumed that the boyfriend has ended the relationship as she rips up a picture of him. However a few minutes later he calls back but Lovato ignores the phone and heads to the stage where she performs. Her boyfriend is shown visiting the concert, and after Lovato is finished the performance she heads back to her dressing room, where he meets her with a rose, thus beginning their relationship again, staying true to the theme of the song. In this video, Demi Lovato dresses in all black.

Title: Here We Go Again

Artist: Demi Lovato

Album: Here We Go Again

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I Cleared you out of my head
I tore you out of my heart
And ignored all your messages

I tell everyone we got through
Because I’m so much better without you
But its just another pretty
like a side break down
Every time you come around.
Oh, oh…

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that I’d never let you back in
Shoulda’ known better
Been tryin’ let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
We’re falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say
And you’re always showing up too late
And I know that I should say
good bye, bye it’s no use
Can’t be with or without you.
oh, oh....

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that I’d never let you back in
Shoulda’ known better
Been tryin’ let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
We’re falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, go again

again….
and again, and again, and again, and again, and again….

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
oh, oh, oh, oh

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that I’d never let you back in
Shoulda’ known better
Been tryin’ let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
We’re falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, go again

Here we go again…
Shoulda’ known better
Been tryin’ let you go cause here we go, go, go again…
again...
and again, again, again, again, again and again, again, again and again and again and again and again.

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I think... He's still here, right here in my heart

Well, this post isn't about dating, ya' know! My teacher at Sunday School said that we shouldn't dating first, but...as a teenager of course we have "that kind of feeling"... But of course, I will never have a plan to move on or go dating! We still too young, and I just want to enjoy my teenager life because it happens so fast!

Well, I met this guy for about... several years ago. He is my childhood friend .and I hope he will become like this forever =) Slow, but sure, I became interested with him. His smile, his voice, everything. But I still considered him as my best friend. And I think, he did too. 

First, I just considered he as my best friend, but when I heard rumors that many girls like him too, I felt jealous. But I didn't consider him as my boyfriend or I love him, I just "like" him. Now, he's not in my school again, he's moved to another school. And slowly, my feelings has gone too... But, after about 1 year, I start to think about him again, I don't know why?! And when I heard that somebody's there (at his new school) had a crush on him, I felt jealous... But I won't say that I "love" you, I just want us to become friends :) I don't care if some of my friends said that you are not the "old" you, but I just " like" (not love, okay) the way you are. I hope that we can become friends forever and you won't forget me, same as I won't forget you... Well, as you know (But I bet you'll never knew), you're still here,  in my heart (again, as a best friend of mine)

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A Big Dream of Mine

Well, everyone has their own dream, right? Me, too. But I think my dream is... too high. But, yeah, you'll never knew unless you try. 

My dream is... continue my study (university) abroad, or not in Indonesia, maybe in Singapore, Australia, China, or maybe U.S.A... Well, you see? Too high to reach. It is because I often see my friend's status on fb, that say, they want to continue their study abroad. I want too... Yeah, it's gonna be super-duper expensive! But I won't give up! Keep chasing your dreams, girl!

And, I also believe... that God will make it happen. God will prepare the best for us. Yes, believe!

Well, that's too high, right? But, I won't give up. I'll keep trying. Wish me luck!

U.S.A.... here I come!

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...Family....

Well, maybe I should use Bahasa Indonesia cause if I use English, it will be much much complicated!

Okay, gw ga pernah nyadar kalau Tuhan kasih keluarga yang terbaik buat gw. Emang sih, gw bukan anak orang kaya yang tiap hari dianter jemput mobil (ya, gimana mau dianter, dari rumah ke sekolah aja cuma 5 menit jalan kaki XD) bukan orang yang ke luar negeri tiap kali liburan, bukan anak yang tiap minggunya ke mall bareng temennya, bukan anak yang punya blackberry di usianya yang ke-13, tapi gw bangga banget bisa terlahir sebagai sella....

Gw baru ngerasa sewaktu gw amatin keluarga2 saudara gw, ga jauh2 amat sih, cuma saudara deket. Saudara gw yang pertama, papanya udah dipanggil sama Tuhan. Kebayang kan, gimana susahnya? Maksud gw di post ini bukannya mau ngejelek2in orang, gw cuma mau tunjukkin kalau walaupun menurut kalian keluarga kalian tuh bukan keluarga yang the best gitu, tapi masih banyak orang yang ga sebahagia keluarga kalian. Back to the topic, gw emang kadang2 kesel sama papa gw, abisnya kadang2 hari minggu masih suka kerja, kadang2 males kalau diajak jalan2, males kalau diajak kumpul2 keluarga. Gw pikir pertama papa gw itu cinta banget sama kerjaannya. Itu yang bikin gw kesel. Tapi, gw inget2 lagi. Kalau pas liburan sekolah, papa gw rela ambil cuti yang lama, cuma buat temenin keluarganya liburan. Kalau pas liburan, papa gw ga takut ambil hotel mahal, rute jauh, atau ya... gitu deh. Sekarang gw ngerti, kenapa kalo hari sabtu minggu papa gw masih kerja, itu mungkin karena papa gw mau kasih yang terbaik buat gw n keluarga sewaktu liburan.

Terus, saudara gw yang kedua, hidupnya emang enak, ortu nya kaya banget, punya bisnis furniture, bahkan bisnisya udah mulai masuk pasar internasional. Namun, ya gitu deh. Ga gitu diperhatiin sama ortunya. Kalo dibandingin sama keluarga gw, gw ngerasa kalo mama gw bawel banget. Mau tau aja urusan orang. Tapi, gw baru rasa, ini yang namanya kedekatan keluarga. Gw bisa cerita apa aja ke papa n mama gw waktu makan malem, sebelum tidur, pas nonton bareng, pas di mobil, kapan aja... Gw tau walaupun mereka kaya, tapi hubungan mereka ga akan deket banget kaya gw ke ortu gw. Saudara gw yang satu lagi, ortunya beda umur jauh, jadi sering ada misunderstanding gitu. Alhasil, sering banget berantem. Gw juga seneng, kalau papa n mama gw jarang banget berantem. Gw ga tau juga sih, tapi sih kayaknya ga pernah. Ini yang merasa gw bersyukur banget punya keluarga yang "hampir perfect" menurut gw. 

Jadi, kalau kalian merasa kalau keluarga yg lain lebih baik daripada kalian, pikir dulu, Cause masing2 keluarga punya kelebihan n kekurangan masing2. Cheers XD

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Forgive my sin, God...

Another amazing Sunday, again, thanks God!

I know, I've committed a lot of sin this week, evil mind, dirty mind, talking people at their back, cursing somebody, but please, forgive me... I know, I have made a lot of mistakes, but You are the one that always understand me, know the deepest part of my heart, thanks God

Amen.

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I miss those old days!!

Guys, pernah ga dilupain sama temen sendiri? Atau bahkan dilupain sama BFF sendiri? Aku tuh sakit hati banget sewaktu temen2 aku yang pindah sekolah sok jual mahal and pura2 lupa sama temennya sendiri... The story goes like this:

Sebut aja ada yang namanya N, J, T, sama E. Mereka semua tuh temen baik gw. Terus tiba saatnya kita tuh pisah sekolah. Mereka ke sekolah internasional, sementara gw sama temen2 gw yang lain lanjutin ke sekolah yg laen. Nah, sekitar 1 minggu setelah perpisahan tuh kita bae2 aja, ga ada tampang sombong dari mereka atau sesuatu yang aneh2.

Sekitar 1 bulan, gw sms temen gw, tapi kayaknya sms gw itu ga masuk ke hp dia. Kayaknya dia udah ganti no hp gitu, padahal sebelumnya kita udah lumayan sering sms-an. Mulai dari situ kita lost-contact. Memang sih masih ada fb, tapi mereka semua jarang online gitu.

1 bulan berubah jadi 2 bulan, gw kadang2 ketemu sama mereka and ngobrol sama mereka via facebook atau ym, tapi mereka ya... asal2an gitu, kayak ga niat

berbulan-bulan dan jadilah 1 tahun. Kita ketemu lagi di 1 summer camp yang diselenggarakan oleh yayasan sekolah kami. (sekolah kami 1 yayasan, cuma beda inter atau enggak aja). Dan apa yang terjadi?

Kalau sekadar lupa and ga mau ngobrol sih wajar2 aja, soalnya emang lama banget udah ga ketemu. Tapi kenyataannya.... Say Hello aja mereka ga mau! Keterlaluan banget kan?? Masa ya say hello aja ga mau, dan yang pertama nyapa mereka tuh gw, tapi mereka malah buang muka and menyingkir bareng temen2 mereka. 

Apa ini yang namanya anak internasional? Tertutup and lupa sama temen2 mereka? Mungkin kalian bilang, ya kalau saya jadi anak inter juga pasti begitu... Tapi ini beda, masak ya disapa malah buang muka? Kalau nyapa orang yang belum kenal pun pasti dia bales nyapa (kecuali orang yang sombongnya selangit, pasti buang muka and jual mahal) Di sini kesombongan mereka sebagai ANAK INTERNASIONAL terlihat. 

Baru-baru ini gw lihat status mereka yang kayak gini : "Don't underestimate international school... Our material is harder than any other school"

Marah ga kalau liat status kayak gini? Gw tau deh kalo material lu lebih susah, tapi ga usah show off di depan umum kayak gitu, buat jujur aja ya, gw pernah ke sana and gedung sekolahnya lebih bagus daripada gedung sekolah gw. Tapi, etika moralnya ga ada sama sekali. Apa yang bisa dibanggakan? Prestasi bagus tanpa karakter sama aja nol!

Udah deh, segitu aja. Buat kalian yang sekolah inter jangan marah, ya. Karena yang aku bahas tadi bukan sekolah inter yang mutu kualitasnya ga ada, tapi anak2 yang sekolah di sana dan "merasa" superior dan lebih daripada kita semua...

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