Saturday, July 31, 2010

I'm nervous...

I'm nervous... There's one word that I can said... Besok aku mau pelayanan nih...(akhirnya aku jadi anggota orkestra juga, Thanks God)... This is my first time, guys! Aku sih masih ga gitu lancar mainnya, tapi hopefully aja deh... Mudah-mudahan besok bisa main bagus and memuliakan nama Tuhan, ya nggak, guys?
Oh ya, I juga nervous soalnya hari selasa and rabu ada speaking test nih. Yang selasa tentang my school, yang rabu role-play about harry potter. Baru tadi sih bikin naskahnya, tapi jadinya.... ga jelas banget! Yang harry potter, judulnya Harry Potter and the Time Machine, ceritanya Harry-nya itu jalan-jalan ke past and future. Jayus abis! Okay, guys... wish me luck!
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Sunday, July 25, 2010

Another Amazing Sunday... Thanks God!

Menurut aku tuh tokoh yang paling berkesan di alkitab itu Abraham. Bayangkan, udah bertahun-tahun dia minta keturunan tapi dia ga pernah berhenti berdoa ke Tuhan. Dan saat dia udah punya Ishak, dia tetap turut sama perintah Tuhan yang suruh dia untuk mengorbankan Ishak.

Banyak di antara kita yang ga sabar kalau doa kita ga dijawab-jawab sama Tuhan. Tapi sebenernya, Tuhan cuma cari saat yang tepat untuk menjawab doa kita. Malah ga sedikit di antara kita yang mulai "berusaha" sendiri untuk dapetin apa yang kita mau dibanding tunggu saat Tuhan berarksi. Tapi sebenernya, ini salah lho, temen-temen. Apa yang Tuhan siapkan untuk kita pasti lebih baik daripada apa yang kita pikir karena rencana Tuhan indah pada waktunya.

So... bersabarlah dan tetap taat kepada Tuhan, karena bukan berarti Tuhan ga sayang sama kita, tapi Dia cuma tunggu waktu yang tepat untuk membalas doa-doa kita. Aku sendiri, banyak banget doa yang belum terbalas, tapi banyak juga doa yang sudah dibalas oleh Tuhan, lebih banyak daripada yang belum. So... don't let your faith down, guys!
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12. My Heart Beats For Love

I kinda like this song too. "My Heart Beats for Love" is for her gay hairdresser, one of her best friends. It is an attempt to persuade audiences to not discriminate against homosexuals and "be open to the world"

Title: My Heart Beats For Love
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

I've been stranded on a lonely street
Got lost in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
Heard crys and the suffering
Walked through the darkness Left broken and heartless
I'm calling out, can you hear my voice?
I'm gonna find you through all the noise
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Shine your light as I reach for you

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle
The hurt or the trouble
I keep running up to these front lines
No I wont surrender
I'll wait here forever
Standing here with my flag up high
Cant you see that it's worth the fight?

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

I march across this battlefield
I'm screaming out
Can hear me now?
I'm holding on
I'll stand my ground
I'm screaming out
Can you hear me now?

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love

My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My heart beats for love
My heart beats for love
Love
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11. Robot

Cyrus conceived "Robot" in December 2009 in London, while traveling on the Wonder World Tour; it describes a desire to escape "the form and the machine everyone thinks you should be"

Title: Robot
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

It's been like this from the start
One piece after another to make my heart
You mistake the game for being smart
Stand here, sell this, and hit your mark

But the sound of the steel
and the crush, and the grind
it will scream who am I, to decide my life
But in time it will die, they'll be nothing left inside
Just rusted metal that was never even mine
I would scream, but im just this hollow shell
Waiting here, begging please
set me free, so I can feel

HEY

Stop trying to live my life for me
I need to breath, i'm not your robot
Stop telling me i'm a part of the big machine
Im breaking free, can't you see
I can't love, I can't speak
Without somebody else operating me
You gave me eyes, and now i see
Im not your robot, i'm just me

All this time, I've been misled
There was nothing but cross-wires in my head
I've been taught to think that what I feel doesn't matter at all
till they say its real
I would scream, but im just this hollow shell
Waiting here, begging please
set me free, so I can feel

HEY

Stop trying to live my life for me
I need to breath, i'm not your robot
Stop telling me im a part of the big machine
I'm breaking free, cant you see
I can't love, I can't speak
Without somebody else operating me
You gave me eyes, and now i see
I'm not your robot, i'm just me
I'm not your robot, i'm just me
I'm not your robot

I would scream, but im just this hollow shell
waiting here, begging please
set me free, so I can feel
HEY
Stop trying to live my life for me
I need to breath, i'm not your robot
Stop telling me i'm a part of a big machine
Im breaking free, can't you see
I can't love, I can't speak
Without somebody else operating me
You gave me eyes, so now i see
I'm not your robot, i'm just me
I'm not your robot, i'm just me
I'm not your robot
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10. Take Me Along

Title: Take Me Along
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

The city of angels is lonely tonight
Keep myself alive by candlelight
Say she can't love you like I do
Look me in the eyes and say it's true
I ask myself, is this love at all
When I need you most you let me fall
I'm always here at the side of your stage
Let you live your life
Pretend I'm okay
(Don't' you know that this is over)
I'll be okay
I'll hold you close, we'll stay forever


I, I don't understand why you're leaving me
I, I don't understand how without you I can't breathe
Please don't, don't leave me here
Take my hand and plead in tears
I don't understand why you can't take me with you

You can pretend I don't exist,
But you'll see my face everytime you kiss
I hope you hurt and your walls fall down,
When you hear the sound that I'm okay
(Don't you know that this is over)
I'll be okay
You can hold me down, I will stay forever

I, I don't understand, why you're leaving me
I, I don't understand, how without you I can't breathe
Please don't, don't leave me here
Take my hand and plead in tears
I don't understand why you can't take me with you

I watch you leave
Walk away tonight
And I'm letting go for the last time
And through the tears I say goodbye
So breathe in, breathe in, breathe in, breathe out.

I, I don't understand why you're leaving me
And I, I don't understand how without you I can't breathe
Please don't, don't leave me here
Take my hand and plead in tears
I don't understand why you can't take me with you

(I, I) Don't understand why you're leaving me
(I, I don't understand) how without you I can't breathe
Please don't, don't leave me here
take my hand and breathe in deep
I dont understand why how can't take me with you
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9. Scars

Title: Scars
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

I can pretend that I dont see you,
I can pretend I dont wanna hold you when you're around,
(When you're around)
I can say that nothing was right,
But we know if I looked in your eyes I'd break down,
(yeah, lets break down)

[chorus]

If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right,
And what we were, and what we are,
Is hidden on the, in the scars,
If I could, take you there,
I wont let go, this I swear,
You wont have to wonder what we are,
Cause you wont have to look to far,
Its in the scars, Its hidden in the scars,


If I told you that I love you,

But Im doing alright without you it'd be a lie, But I could try,
Id run 1000 miles we're leaving,
You're the only one, I want you breathing to break down,
(yeah lets break down!)

[chorus]

If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right,
And what we were, and what we are,
Is hidden on the, in the scars,
I wont let go, this I swear,
You wont have to wonder what we are,
Cause you wont have to look to far,
Its in the scars, oooooh,


Yeah I'll tell you all my secrets,

All the ones I've kept inside,
And Ill give you all the reasons,
That you faded from my life,
I will learn to go, baby come here for, I will let you, up away!!

[chorus]

If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right,
And what we were, and what we are,
Is hidden on the, in the scars,
If I could, take you there,
I wont let go, baby this I swear,
You wont have to wonder what we are,
Cause you wont have to look to far,
Its in the scars, Its hidden in the scars, Hidden in the scars!
Yeah-yeah-eh-eh-ehhhhh-yeah-eh

Ican pretend that I dont see you,

I can pretend I dont wanna hold you when your around
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8. Stay

Probably the best song in the album, I think...

Title: Stay
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I’m lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side

Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the starts
Hoping you are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say

Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, always stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You’re the one that I hold on to
My heart would stop without you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay, I’ll always stay
And I love you more than I did before
And I’m sorry that it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if you ask I will stay, I will stay, I will stay
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7. Permanent December

I think this song is kinda unique. Check it out:

Title: Permanent December
Artist: Miley Cyrus ft. Demi Lovato
Album: Can't Be Tamed

I've been to London,
Been to Paris,
Australia and Rome
There's sexy boys in every city
But they're not what I want
Some got money
Some got fame
Some got cars
Some got clothes
But if it just aint you
Then I don't wanna know

Cuz baby now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you, soooo
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home
So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, heyyy

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go
Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

I've been to New York
And to L.A
And to Baton Rouge
I met a boy in every city
No one kept me amused
But don't call me a Lolita
Cuz I don't let 'em through
Cuz I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone and it's you

Cuz baby now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you, soooo
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home
So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, heyyy

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go
Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

Hey!
What do you say?
Cuz I been all around the world
And they just aint the same
Hey!
What do you say?
Without my baby
I go crazy
And I just gotta scream

But now I realize that I was wrong
When I said I didn't need you, soooo
Miss you bad so now I'm comin' home
So you better leave the light on
Wait for me and just leave the light on, oh oh!

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go
Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you - -

This feels like a permanent December
So much colder than I can remember
When I get you back
This time I swear that I won't
Won't ever let you go
Won't let you go, no
Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

Won't let you go go go go
Won't let you go, no
Go go go go, no no no no

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6. Forgiveness and Love

Title: Forgiveness and Love
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed


Imagining you're far away
Searching for the words to say
I feel it when you fall apart
our lives are our greatest art
I dont wanna change you mind
Cuz i accept you for everything you are
and we'll be
Stay here with me now

The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love

Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love

You don't ever have to read my min
You can see it when you close your eyes

Don't believe it when you lose your faith
Another moment is a moment of wait

I can't tell you what the futures holds, or how to live
All i know is what these bright lights of my life again and again

The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love

Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love

Let's chop the Sun, let's find Forever
Where does the Time go?
Just live your life you get another
today is today is today's Forgiveness and Love

Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love

Let's chop the Sun
Let's chop the Sun
Let's chop the Sun
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5. Two More Lonely People

Title: Two More Lonely People
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

[Verse]
I need to feel your heartbeat when you say you love me
I don’t wanna hear it if it’s something that you don’t mean
If I had to leave you now, there would be an empty space
It doesn’t matter anyhow, you can’t take your things, and go your own way!

[Chorus]
Yea there’s two more lonely people, in the world tonight, baby you and I
And there’s two more lonely people, who gave up the fight, yea I’m on a ride
Well, you know my heart is achin’ and you don’t have to break it, if love don’t change your mind
Yea, there’s two more lonely people, tonight…

[Verse 2]
I don’t want your pictures, I don’t want your sympathy
We don’t have to be friends, we don’t have to be enemies
In my head I break it down, and I am absolutely sure
That you and I could work it out, or we could kill the lights, on what we had before!

[Chorus]
Yea there’s two more lonely people, in the world tonight, baby you and I
And there’s two more lonely people, who gave up the fight, yea I’m on a ride
Well, you know my heart is achin’ and you don’t have to break it, if love don’t change your mind
Yea, there’s two more lonely people…

[Bridge]
Well, we got somethin’ special, that should be enough
Nothing unpredictable when it comes to love
Maybe, lately, baby, we could feel a little love
And if you would walk away tonight

There’ll be two more lonely people, in the world tonight, baby you and I
There’ll be two more lonely people, who gave up the fight
Yea there’s two more lonely people, in the world tonight, baby you and I
Well, there’s two more lonely people, who gave up the fight, yea I’m on a ride
Well, you know my heart is achin’ and you don’t have to break it, if love don’t change your mind.
Yea, there’s two more lonely people, tonight
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4. Every Rose Has It's Thorn

Cyrus recorded a cover version of Poison's "Every Rose Has Its Thorn", from their 1988 album Open Up and Say... Ahh!, after hearing a crowd of people singing along to it. She deemed it "a classic" and one of her favorite songs. "I feel like the way the music industry is today really shelters kids and they aren't exposed to songs as honest and real as this one." Cyrus consulted the lead singer of Poison, Bret Michaels, who helped Cyrus analyze "Every Rose Has Its Thorn" and then add her "own flare and edge". Michaels said the band receives numerous requests to cover the song and is always nervous about granting permission. "And I gotta tell you something. She nailed the song," he told MTV. He added that Cyrus was "one of the few musicians" that could "give ["Every Rose Has Its Thorn"] her own flare and make it sound good". Michaels sings backup on the cover.

Title: Every Rose Has It's Thorn
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

We both lie silently still
In the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside

Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess that's why they say

[Chorus:]
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Yeah it does
I listen to our favorite song
Playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know that you'd be here right now
If I could let you know somehow
I guess

[Chorus]

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn

Though it's been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
But the scar, that scar will remain

[Solo]

I know I could saved a love that night
If I'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways

And now I hear you found somebody new
And that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess

[Chorus]
Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn


 
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3. Can't Be Tamed

Well, I love this song but I don't like the video. She is... too wild I think and she isn't a really good influence to kids.
This song was written about being trapped and people observing her. The song, according to her, bears a theme of "breaking out and feeling free."


Title: Can't Be Tamed

Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, 24 hours a day
'Cause I'm hot like that
Every guy everywhere just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection, I always get the 10s
'Cause I'm built like that

I go through guys like money flyin' out their hands
They try to change me but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never planned
If you're gonna be my man, understand

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

If I see my reflectiona bout my intentions
I'll tell ya I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell ya to get to hell
I'm like a puzzle but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this, we can make some magic
I'm on like that

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna goI wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

I'm not a trick you play, I ride a different way
I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, It's set in my DNA
Don't change me (x4)
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don’t know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

[Chorus]
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be (can't be)
I can't be tamed

Well, somehow I really miss the old Miley. The sweet Miley, the Miley that sings "The Climb", Miley who sings" When I Look At You". Now she's just like the next Britney Spears. Well, people can change, don't they?
 
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2. Who Owns My Heart

No idea, really (I'm not a fan of her) But... just enjoy!

Title: Who Owns My Heart
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't be Tamed

R -
O -
C -
K -
Mafia

Creation shows me what to do

I'm dancing on the floor with you And when you touch my hand
I go crazy, yeah
The music tells me what to feel
I like you now
But is it real by the time we say goodnight
I don't know if this is right
And I feel you (you) coming through my veins.
Am I into you (you) or is it music to blaime?

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art
'Cause the way you got your body movin' got me confusin'
And I can't tell if it's the beat or sparks
Who owns my heart
Is it love or is it art
You know I wanna believe that we're a masterpiece
But sometimes it's hard to tell in the dark
Who owns my heart

The room is full

But all I see is the way
Your eyes just blaze through me
Like fire in the dark
We're like living art
And it hits me
Like a ... of wave
Are you feeling me
Miley Cyrus Who Owns My Heart lyrics found on 
Or is the music to blame

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art
'Cause the way you got your body movin' got me confusin'
And I can't tell if it's the beat or sparks
Who owns my heart
Is it love or is it art
You know I wanna believe that we're a masterpiece
But sometimes it's hard to tell in the dark
Who owns my heart

So come on, baby

Keep on bumping me
Keep on rubbing me
Like a rodeo
Baby, hold me close
Come on
Here we go (x3)

And it hits me

Like a ... of wave
Are you feeling me
Or is the music to blame

Who owns my heart

Is it love or is it art
'Cause the way you got your body movin' got me confusin'
And I can't tell if it's the beat or sparks
Who owns my heart
Is it love or is it art
You know I wanna believe that we're a masterpiece
But sometimes it's hard to tell in the dark
Who owns my heart
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1. Liberty Walk

This song is from Miley Cyrus's album, Can't Be Tamed. Well, I don't really like her, but my best friend, Michelle really like Miley, so I hope she's happy!
"Liberty Walk", co-written by Cyrus, Antonina Armato, Tim James, John Fasse, Michael Mcginnis, and Nick Scapa, is about someone who finds the courage to leave an abusive relationship

Title: Liberty Walk
Artist: Miley Cyrus
Album: Can't Be Tamed

Don't live a lie, this is your one life ooh
Don't live it like you won't get lost
Just walk just walk

It's a liberty walk, it's a liberty walk
It's a liberty, liberty, liberty
It's a liberty walk, it's a liberty walk
It's a liberty, liberty, liberty

Here's to all the boys tryin to hold you back
Tryin to make you fell like your less than that
Got nothing more better than to make you crack
But really just tryin to put your dreams off track
And you know in the end it'll be okay
Cause all that really matters are the steps you take
And everything else falls into place
There's no price to pay, I say

We're alright (alright) yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)
We're gonna get it where we livin, livin
We're alright (alright) yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)
We're gonna get it where we livin
Whoa whoa

It's a liberty walk, walk say goodbye to the
People who tied you up
It's a liberty walk, walk
Feeling your heart again, breathing new oxygen
It's a liberty walk, walk free yourself, slam the door
Not a prisoner anymore
Liberty, liberty, li-li-liberty, liberty, li-li
It's a liberty walk (walk, walk)

Don't stop, keep on walking it
Don't stop, keep on talking sh!t
Don't stop, keep on walking it
(walk, walk ....)

Don't be afraid to make a move
It won't hurt you just do what you would
Born to do and everything works out right
Don't listen to all the people who hate
Cause all they do is make your mistakes
For ya, But they don't own ya
I just told ya

Alright (alright) yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)
We're gonna get it where we livin, livin
We're alright (alright) yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)
We're gonna get it where we livin
Whoa whoaa

It's a liberty walk, walk say goodbye to the
People who tied you up
It's a liberty walk, walk

Feeling your heart again, breathing new oxygen
It's a liberty walk, walk free yourself, slam the door
Not a prisoner anymore
Liberty, liberty, li-li-liberty, liberty, li-li
It's a liberty walk (walk, walk)

Don't stop, keep on walking it
Don't stop just walk this way
Don't stop, keep on talking sh!t
(Don't like, don't like, don't like, don't like)

Don't like what you do (walk)
Don't take the abuse (walk)
Move to the truth (walk)
Before come on that means you (walk)

It's a liberty walk, walk say goodbye to the
People who tied you up
It's a liberty walk, walk
Feeling your heart again, breathing new oxygen
It's a liberty walk, walk
Free yourself, slam the door not a prisoner anymore
Liberty, liberty, li-li-liberty, liberty, li-li
It's a liberty walk (walk, walk)
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Saturday, July 24, 2010

8 Hours in Heaven by Ricardo Cid

I got this from my friend, so I just repost this. Hope you don't mind!

8 Hours in Heaven
by Ricardo Cid
The Lord says, “I am sending this message to my people on the earth, because I exist in the heavenly realms.”
Revelations 4:1
After this I looked, and, behold, a door was opened in heaven: and the first voice which I heard was as it were of a trumpet talking with me; which said, Come up hither, and I will shew thee things which must be hereafter.
Revelations 5:11
And I beheld, and I heard the voice of many angels round about the throne and the beasts and the elders: and the number of them was ten thousand times ten thousand, and thousands of thousands; Saying with a loud voice, Worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honor, and glory, and blessing. 
Please, church listen to what has happened to my life. In a dream, the Lord started dealing with me. I remember in that dream, I walked out of my house. I walked on the streets in my neighborhood and I felt that someone lifted me up by my arms into the sky and I was running on the clouds and glorifying God. A great brightness came over me and a voice said out of that brightness, “Ricardo, Ricardo, quit your job because I want to do something with your life and with my church on the earth.” After hearing these words, I trembled violently and woke up from my dream. I got up and I started crying to God and asking, “What is this, Lord?”
This voice came to me very strongly. It occurred to me for many days. Then I laid to sleep again and had the same dream and the Lord repeated the same message to me. After repeated times, I would wake up screaming because God's voice would increase in volume each time. As I would wake up trembling, I would scream and my parents would ask, “What's the matter?” I would tell them about the dreams and my mother prayed for me and told me, “If the Lord is speaking to you, then He will give you understanding.” We continued praying all night long until it was time for me to go to work that next morning. My mother told me then to get ready and leave for work. We asked the Lord for a sign to let us know whether or not it was He who was talking to me. I took a shower, got ready, and went to work. I used to work at “Chile Laboratories”.
I really loved my job. I would get picked up at the bus station to go to work. When I got off of the bus, someone immediately told me, “What are you doing here? You aren't supposed to be in this place any longer.” In several occasions, others told me the same thing. The amazing thing is that they weren't born again. This is the sign that God gave me. After the sign, I decided to go to my boss to quit. I told him, “I must leave the company because God has commanded me to quit.” When the Lord commands, we MUST obey. My boss was concerned for me and asked, “What are you going to do? Where will you find another job as good as this one?” I told him that I had to obey God. So they had a large farewell reception of two thousand people for me. Afterwards, I gathered all of my things and went back home. As I arrived crying, my mother was already waiting for me at the front porch. I told her that I quit my job because the Lord confirmed my dreams through those people. She replied, “If the Lord spoke to you, then may He do with your life as He pleases.”
She and I went in the house talked until nightfall. Then, I told her I need to go to bed because God will talk to me tonight in a dream. I thought he was going to speak to me in a dream, but it didn't happen as I thought. But, he was going to deal with me in a different way. When I went into the bedroom and took off my clothes, the room started to shake. And I started shouting, “It's an earthquake that's hitting Santiago, Chile.” I tried to leave my bedroom, but someone invisible was stopping me from exiting through the door. I was able to see my mom and family across the room and I cried for help but no one could hear me. Now I know, this invisible being was the angel of the Lord. I stepped back and laid on my bed and cried out to God, begging for Him to tell me what's going on.
Then an audible voice spoke to me. The Holy Spirit began to speak to me in a most beautiful voice, saying, “Ricardo, now that you have left your job, I want you to go to the church and pray seven hours a day every day for your life, and for my church on the earth.” After the Lord stopped speaking, the room stopped shaking. I then stretched my hand through my doorway and found that I could leave the room again. Then I ran to my mother and shouted “I heard the voice of the Holy Spirit” and then left my home and started shouting that outside. Some people don't believe that God still talks to people today but I tell you it's true, He does speak to people! If the Lord could speak to Abraham, he can still talk to us, his church today! I went to the church and talked with the Bishop and we agreed to open the church at 8am every morning so that I could pray and obey God's command. Every morning, I would go to church and pray one hour, two, and by the third, I wouldn't have anything else to pray for and I'd ask God, “Lord, what else can I pray? I have four hours left!”
Then, I heard an underground rumbling starting from the back door of the church. I then felt the church swaying from left to right like a drunk person. During this sway, the Lord spoke to me audibly but not in the same voice as in the dream before. The voice He spoke to me before was with authority, this time, He spoke in a voice of sorrow. He said, “Ricardo, Ricardo pray for my church! My church isn't the same anymore!! My church on the earth has changed. My church has lost it's faith. My church doesn't believe in me or my existence! Tell my church that I exist!! Intercede for my church, because my church doesn't pray or fast anymore!” The shaking stopped after He finished speaking. I then started interceding and walking up and down the church for the remaining four hours begging for the people of God to revive.
On Thursday of the second week in intercession, I woke up with intense pain in my bones and joints and didn't want to get up. My mother was waking me up to go to the church to pray, but I complained that my body and bones were in pain. She then recommended that I pray at home instead. However, I reminded her that God specifically told me to go to the church to pray. So, she helped me get dressed and took me to church. That morning, there were many people praying at the church and I asked for prayer because of the pain in my body. I told them I was too weak to pray. So they anointed me and prayed for my body and I received supernatural strength from God!! Hallelujah! I started praying and pacing back and forth, asking for God's mercy on the nation of Chile and for families and drug abused people and for the church.
I finished the intercession and then came later that night for a church service. After the bishop's benediction, I lifted up my hands and felt someone pass by and touch my back. When this happened, I lost all strength and fell to the floor. The bishop asked what was wrong with me and I responded I don't know, I have no strength and I can hardly talk. Then the church surrounded me and began to pray in tongues and shout. Then some of the congregation could see the angel that was coming in and asking me to leave my body. The bishop declared, “You will not leave your body!”. As he said this, the angel stopped motioning for me to leave my body. You see, any person who has authority in Jesus will be honored by the angel of the Lord.
The bishop then asked me, “How long does the angel want to take you from your body?” I then asked the angel, "Are you taking me for one hour? Two? Three hours?” The angel replied, “No, you will be gone for 8 hours to see Jesus in the third heaven because He wants to talk to you.” Then, the angel told me, “I am not the one who will escort you to heaven, because I am your guardian angel who has protected you every day you have lived on this earth. Two angels will come from heaven to take you to the third heaven at the midnight hour.” I told this to the bishop and he determined to take me in another brother's car to a pastor's home on a second floor. As I laid in a room, we were able to hear dog's barking and people screaming.
After my experience, I was told that two men in bright white shining robes appeared in the middle of the street and walked into the first floor of the building and came up to the second floor where I was staying. These angels were beautiful. They had brilliant white hair, whiter than snow and eyes that were fashioned like pearls. Their skin was as soft as a baby's yet their bodies were muscular like a bodybuilder. These angels are powerful!! I then told the bishop, these angels are here that were sent to take me to heaven. One of the angels started motioning me to leave my body. As this happened, my bones started hurting again. So, the brothers in Christ next to me started massaging my body and telling me that it was getting ice cold. Next, they went to get portable heaters to heat my body up again. As the angels were calling me to leave my body, I started to get desperate and moving from one side to the other. I started feeling death take over my body and I shouted to my brothers in Christ, “Don't bury me, I will be back!”
I left my body, and then I jumped on my bed. I saw my brothers in Christ touching my body and saying, “He's gone, he left his body!” But I was right there next to them telling them, “I am here!” However, they couldn't see my body because it was an incorruptible spirit body. My brothers started wrapping my body in a blanket.
One of the angels told me, “It's time to go, because the Lord is waiting for you!” Each angel took me by an arm and lifted me up to the heavens and I crossed through the atmosphere at lightning speed. I will tell you this, even if you don't believe any of this, my Jesus Christ exists and lives forever!!
Later, When the Lord told me to go back to my body, I told him, “Who on earth will believe me, let me stay with you!! No one will believe this revelation, no one will believe this because they don't have faith! The lack of faith on the earth is huge, who will believe this experience?” The Lord replied, “Someone will believe your story, only those who belong to my true church will believe you.”
As I left my body that night and I was flying at an incredible rate of speed on my way to visit the Lord. I was able to look down and see the planet earth. Then I passed right next to the moon, this glorious moon that brightens the night sky on the earth. Then, I was able to see the giant sun with my own eyes; I was able to see the flames that explode from the sun and warm the earth. Then we continued on and I saw many stars as I passed by them. God allowed me to see the sun, moon, and stars for a purpose: that purpose is to tell all of you that our God is a huge creator of the universe!!! He's not small by any means!
We continued traveling at a great rate of speed until we reached a place where there were no more stars. No more creation, just darkness. I could look down and see all of the stars below me. I started feeling afraid and asking the angels, “Where are you taking me? Please take me back to my body on the earth!” They then squeezed me tight and wrapped one of each of their legs around mine and held me. I then started bending over in somewhat of a fetal position because of the fear I felt. The angels said “Be quiet! We are taking you to the third heaven where Jesus is waiting to talk with you!” The angels stopped and during this moment I was looking in all directions but couldn't see anything created, I don't know where I was, but I think it was the second heaven.
I then was bracing myself in the fetal position while the angels were holding me and suddenly felt and heard the terrible noise of a stampede above me. The angels squeezed me and said, “Ricardo, don't fear, Jesus is with us!” As they were speaking, they also said, “Turn up your head and look above you!” I then was surprised by what I was looking at because there was some kind of motion by creatures above us. One of the angels said, “Look, we will show you what you are looking at above us!” And one of the angels motioned with his hand from one side to the other and illuminated the entire sky above us to see what was there. As the sky was illuminated there was nothing but demons and devils surrounding the entire sky. The LORD REBUKE THEM ALL in JESUS' NAME!! The bible is true!! Everything that's going on in this earth is what you see in Revelation. Jesus is coming soon!! How can I convince you of this, it's so SOON!! I asked the angel, “What is this place?” One of them responded, “This is the celestial realm of darkness where Satan and his demons inhabit.” I started saying, “That's why there's so much evil on the earth! These demons come to the earth from this realm and cause all forms of destruction and wickedness on the race of men. The earth is full of demons!” There are millions upon millions, the number is uncountable.
Then the angels started motioning for me to look more closely and they showed me the faces of these creatures and that many of these horrible beings are already shown to us on television. These beings were MONSTROUS!! I saw the Thundercats and Power Rangers and caricatures from animations and horror movies in real life. All of the creators of these movies and animations have formed a pact with the devil to produce these things for television and cinema!! All of those drawings come from that spiritual realm that I experienced. Why do you think that nowadays children are so rebellious?? It's because those demons enter into your children as they view these shows that depict them. That's why we need to learn to teach our kids how to discern what to watch on TV. The angel told me that this is all a reality and truth. All these demons exist and people are making pacts with the devil to bring these demons to the earth. These demons started to curse me, and the church, and the Father, and the Lord Jesus and the earth because they don't respect God or any his creation.
Then, I saw in the flesh a goblin named Hugo, who is a popular cartoon caricature in Chile. He was horrifying to look at. He came near me and told me, “We will go to the earth and kill all the children!” Why do you think that children are killing children? It's because some of them said that something came out of the television and told me to do this or that. These demons are planting hatred on the earth, may the Lord deliver and cleanse Chile!! One of the angels told me “Continue to look!” And the demons said, “We've tried to destroy the church, but we can't because when we kill one, then thousands rise up to replace that death!” Since the beginning of the church, Satan has tried to destroy it, the church that preaches the true Gospel and does the work of God, but he can't because the Lord Jesus protects us! Glory to God! Then the demons said, “Let's do something new, let's go inside churches, because there are many in the churches that belong to us! We are going to use these people to spread gossip and division amongst the brethren in church. We will cause churches to fall by gossip and the Holy Spirit will be grieved and leave the church.” The devil goes everywhere looking to destroy those who love the justice of God. Just like in this scripture verse:
1Peter 5:8
Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour.
I didn't want to see anymore, but the angel told me to continue to look at the events occurring. I saw the demons fleeing everywhere as a single bright shining star was coming. As this star was approaching, it was bringing much praise and worship to the Lord. This star wasn't a star, it was millions of angels riding on white horses praising the Lord of Hosts!! They were shouting “Holy, Holy, Holy, is the One who lives from age to age! The Lord is the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end and let all that has breath praise the Lord!” And then I saw a great battle and could not find the demons anymore. "Don't fear anymore because there are more angels with us then those on the enemy's side!"
The angels made a way to the third heaven. They divided into two groups one to the right and one to the left. It was an open way to the third heaven! This way reaches heaven and you could see the celestial city of God. (There is a satellite on earth that has taken pictures of this city. This celestial city exists! This came out on radio and TV.) I was able to see this path of glorious and marvelous angels. They had cleared the entire region from demons and they never stopped praising God and blessing His name! The angels placed me in front of them and told me, “You must wait here!”
Then in the distance, I looked and from the celestial city, I saw a personage in white robes riding a white horse. As the being was getting closer to me, the angels would not cease praising God's name and exalting Him. This person came to about the distance of about 4 meters from me. This being was beautiful, even more beautiful than the other angels. I expected him to speak to me, but what he did was look at me for a little while and shout, “I am! I am Michael the archangel who is in charge of guarding you and the church on the earth!” I met the archangel Michael face to face and he was a precious being! He turned to his side and pointed a way for me to enter the celestial city. He said, “Enter! The Lord Jesus is waiting for you! “ I was walking on the path to the city and as I was walking, the angels were shouting and praising the Lord. I cried and cried as I was looking at the city.
The city was made of pure transparent gold and the doors to the entrance were made of pearl. The floors were crystal in appearance. I had never seen anything like this on the earth and neither could a human being create it. The architect was our Lord and God of the universe. I was outside the city and the entrance doors were wide open. And those doors are still open. I was able to see inside and on the walls were rubies and sapphires and pearls that were brilliant. And from within the city there were millions upon millions of voices praising God! I trembled from outside the city hearing this. I heard a single voice which shook the heavens and behind this voice shouted millions and millions of praises to God saying “Holy, Holy, Holy is the lamb of God and the Father to whom belongs the glory and the honor forever and ever AMEN!” This great voice shouted “BE HOLY, FOR I AM HOLY! ONLY THE HOLY ONES WILL ENTER THIS PLACE! FOR WITHOUT HOLINESS NO ONE WILL SEE THE LORD.” Without holiness, no one will see him.
A voice said, “Enter,” and I entered the city. And I saw a marvelous throne flowing with fire. And as the fire is coming out of the throne, I paid attention and I saw Jesus, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords! I fell prostrate before Him on the ground without any strength. His hand came out of the flame extended to me and he said, “Get on your feet!” I gained strength and stood up. I immediately started touching his feet and arms and body. When I saw his face, his appearance is nothing like how artists on the earth produce in their paintings! Many people make gods of wood and many other images! But I want to tell you brothers, that Jesus didn't look like those images. He was a very muscular God! He's not a mediocre God, He's all powerful!! He said, “I am not a God made of chalk or wood, I am a living God who exists!” He continued, “Tell my church on the earth that I am real!! I truly live and exist! Tell my people that heaven is real and I am waiting for them!”
He told me, “Come, walk with me and I will show you something great.” We looked down from the ground and could see the earth and all that was done upon the earth. Jesus said, “I am able to see everything that my church does!” He knows everything that we do and I was able to see many of you from heaven. Jesus told me, “Look at my church!” and I saw brothers against brothers, and churches against other churches. Jesus then told me, “My church has lost their faith, they don't want to believe in me, wickedness has multiplied on the earth and people don't want to believe that I exist. Tell my people I am going to do something great on the earth! My church is backsliding instead of growing." The Lord started to cry over His church and He said, “This church is not my church!” I said, “Lord, don't talk that way! Of course we are your church.” Then the Lord replied, “No, my church walks in miraculous power and signs and wonders! My church has decreased! However, tell them, I will be back to raise them again!”
He told me to continue to walk with Him and we went through a door and the ground was made of pure gold. I started running up and down the gold street and picking up gold dust and sprinkling it on my body. And then the Lord told me to come back and tell you that there are streets of gold in heaven. “All this belongs to my people,” the Lord said. “But, in my church there are many thieves who steal my tithes and offerings! Tell my people that no thief will enter my kingdom in heaven!” We need to straighten up our lives for the Lord. Then we saw a very long table for millions of people with plenty of food and refreshments. There were also many crowns and crystal goblets for people to drink from. The Lord said, “Ricardo all of this has been prepared for my people!” This was the table prepared for the wedding of the Lamb.
There is another sister in Christ who was also taken to heaven and she also saw angels going back and forth preparing the wedding supper also! I told the Lord, “Why did this sister see angels preparing things here, but I don't see any preparations being done?” The Lord replied, “That is because all the preparations are complete!” There are crowns for all those who work and are obedient to the Lord. I then said, “Lord when are you coming back then, if all preparations are complete? How much longer till you return? Show me the clock, how much time is left in the heavenly clock?” Many other people have had dreams of a clock, showing almost midnight when the Lord is supposed to return. I asked, “Lord when will the clock strike midnight? Is it one minute left? five minutes?” Jesus studied my face for a moment, then He replied, “Ricardo, in heaven there is no more clock!” I then responded, “Well Lord, if there is no more time, why haven't you returned yet?” Jesus lifts his hands and takes his thumb and forefinger showing the sign for something very small and said, “All the time that is left is simply the Father's grace for those who have backslidden to offer them a chance to repent and do the first works.” And the Lord of Hosts hasn't returned because he has given us all a tiny space to repent and that time is called “A time of the Father's grace.” Jesus is coming at any moment, we must begin to seek Him with all our hearts and fast and pray and do the first works of old. I am almost finished. Jesus repeated, “We are on the time of God's grace!”
Then an angel appeared to our right and shouted, “The time has come!! Time is finished. Every preparation is complete! Jesus is receiving His bride!” The Lord is coming and all the signs of the scriptures are fulfilled! The movies are showing that something catastrophic is coming. The scientists know that something great will happen, they just don't understand what it is! However, we the church know that Jesus is coming soon! When the angel finished shouting, then all of the millions of angels started jumping and rejoicing that the bride is finally returning to heaven. I kept asking, “What is going on?” but no one paid attention to me, they were all rejoicing in the good news. So, I joined the angels and started exalting Jesus' name also! At that moment, when I lifted my arms I felt someone lift me out of heaven and send me down at a tremendous rate of speed.
Right now, the angels are all rejoicing that the bride is returning. I came back to the earth and was dropped at the pulpit in the church where I would pray every day. Time is so short!! If you don't want to believe me, then don't believe.. But He's coming and it will be for eternity. The people of God don't want to believe in the rapture. Please awake, for God's sake awaken to the truth!! (Ricardo is crying).
The Lord was here next to me and He told me, “Ricardo, this is what the rapture would look like if it happened right now!” I was then able to see the whole earth and the precious, beautiful Holy Spirit, the one who gives us peace and joy leave this earth. I then saw a vapor enter the church and surrounded me and I asked the Lord, “What's this?” He said, “This is what I call the Rapture.” I then saw people breaking down the church doors, wanting to come in, and shouting, “Where are my children? They are all gone!” All children of the earth were gone because God will not leave any behind. The first one to enter the church was the choir director, shouting, “Where's the church! I am left behind! I stayed! I stayed!” After the choir director, I saw other pastors and brothers and sisters and the overseer of the church all crying, “I was left behind!” Many parents and spouses were looking for their loved ones and the people in the church responded, “Your loved ones aren't here! The Lord took them.” Then these people would cry, “Then it was all true, Jesus came and took His bride!”
People were weeping and lamenting wishing that they had believed in Jesus the Christ. Everyone who doesn't believe in Jesus as the Messiah is lost! I saw many people and pastors crying and the people started demanding the pastors, “Why didn't you preach the truth, why didn't you teach holiness and warn me about all of this? It is all your fault that I was left behind!” Many will stay behind because they are not living holy lives. We need to preach true holiness and teach people to truly repent! I saw how people would beat the pastors and tear them to shreds and pull out their hair. The pastors would cry and beg the people not to harm them. The people would not stop because they were now demonized.
There are entire churches that will be left behind. I saw a brother that was trying to rip his own eyes out because of the sorrow. And people would hit their heads against floors and walls because they couldn't understand that Jesus was the only answer. Because people wanted to continue in sin and wickedness and live life the way they wanted to. People would cut themselves and bang their heads until you could see their skulls crack and they would fall to the ground. I the blood flow freely in the church from people who were injuring themselves. Then I saw a youth crying out to God, “Please Lord, take me!” It was too late. Jesus had already come and received His church. I fell to the ground because I saw many more terrible things.
Jesus said to me, “In the great tribulation, there will be troubles like never before.” I then asked, “Why are people jumping back up after hurting themselves so badly?” The Lord Jesus replied, “Because at this time, people will long for death, but will not find it. Death will have fled from the earth. I asked the Lord, “Why did all these pastors and people stay behind?” And the Lord said, “Because I know them. I know their hearts.” God knows us.. He knows all of our hearts. I collapsed to the ground, almost fainted. Jesus said, “I wanted to show you this so that you could warn my church and give them hope. Tell them that if people will repent now, I will forgive them while there is still time. I will do a great thing in the earth.”
Please, open your eyes. The evangelical church in Chile is growing. “Tell my people that if they ask for forgiveness, I will pardon.” I then saw another vision and I saw a fire that covered the entire heavens. Jesus asked, “Did you see it? That fire that you see over the earth, is a fire over the country of Chile. Because Chile will be for Christ! God will change Chile!” I then saw the fire move and want to come upon Chile and Jesus said, “My Father's eyes are upon Chile.” When the fire fell upon Chile, other countries will see it and notice that God is moving there. The church all over the earth rejoiced because of the move of God in Chile. The Lord took me in the vision to a place called “Paseo Humada” and showed me people that were maimed and crippled. Then I saw true believers praying over cripples without legs and commanding the limbs to grow. The limbs would obey and grow before their eyes. People without arms would have instantaneous creation of new limbs. During this time, the Lord will show creative miracles. In the churches people will be healed. In this day, the dead will be raised and God will use you in Chile to perform the same miracles that the apostles of old performed in the bible.
That is the entire revelation that God gave me (Ricardo Cid). He is coming soon. Maranatha! Amen!
 
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Come Back...

I know that you have grown away too fast...
Cause you said that I'm too childish
But I think you're the one that are too childish
Cause you think that boys are the most important things in this world

I know that you are very feminist
Cause you said that I'm look like a boy
But I think you've mistaken
Cause reveal more of your body doesn't solve any problem

I think that you've changed entirely
Cause you've said that I'm too old-fashioned
By not letting you date that boy
By not letting you have your very first night with him

As you know, friend
I just love you
I just want to protect you
Cause I've known better than you

I just want everything's return to normal
I just want to return to the old days
When we were still holding hands
When we were still singing "Twinkle-twinkle little star"

I just want our friendship to return to normal again
Not distracted by boys, fashion, trends, and something like that
I just want us to be children again
That were still plain and didn't know anything

I just want you to come back
Cause you are my very special friend, dear
Those boys are just fooling you around
I hope that you can understand
Come back please, my dearest friend...
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Sunday, July 18, 2010

One Way-Hillsong Lyrics


Wow! I have another amazing Sunday today! We have special event in my church and it was totally fun. My favorite song from today's service is "One Way, Jesus" It's really energetic and amazing. And then, we have drama about a boy that want to forgive and forget the others. Well, the drama is much more like a comedy show to me! Well, thanks to Jesus I have such a wonderful Sunday!
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Saturday, July 17, 2010

Jigoku Shoujo part 1

Now it's time for Anime of the week... This week is about Jigoku Shoujo or Hell Girl. I know that a lot of people already reviewed this anime or most of you knew this anime but I just want to review it once more...
Jigoku Shoujo memang anime lama... Tapi aku ga bakal bosen nontonnya. Ada 3 season, Jigoku Shoujo, Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori , dan Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae,

Jigoku Shoujo
Plot cerita ini misteri, horor, dan physiological. Ceritanya simple, ga ribet, dan plotnya berulang2. Di Jepang banyak beredar rumor tentang Hell Correspondence yaitu situs internet yang cuma bisa dibuka jam 12 malem. Nah, di situs itu, kita bisa tulis nama orang yang mau kita kirim ke neraka. Kira-kira situsnya kayak gini:
Tapi, cuma orang-orang yang penuh dengan dendam yang bisa masuk ke situs ini. Setelah masukkin nama, hell girl biasanya kirim pesan atau sms ke hp kita yang intinya dia udah terima request kita. Terus, biasanya dia "bawa" client-nya tersebut ke rumahnya. Biasanya salah satu dari asisten hell girl-nya itu berubah jadi boneka jerami yang diiket sama tali atau benang merah. Kalau memang kita bener-bener mau balas dendam, cukup hanya tarik benang merah yang terikat di boneka jerami tersebut. Tapi, ga ada yang gratis di dunia ini. "Curse someone, two holes are dug" yang artinya kalau kita udah pakai jasa si hell-girl, kita harus bayar harga, yaitu nyawa kita sendiri. Nanti, setelah kita meninggal, kita juga pasti dibawa ke neraka. Kalau udah ditarik benangnya, sasaran atau target yang dibenci akan mengahadapi sesi penghukuman. Terus, ada kesempatan buat "confess" atau ngaku dan minta maaf. Tapi sayangnya, dari sekian banyak orang, belum ada yang minta maaf atau ngaku, mereka pasti bilang kalau itu bukan salah mereka. Ya... namanya juga manusia. Selalu menganggap dirinya yang paling benar.
Selain itu, orang yang udah memakai jasa si Hell Girl ini akan mendapat tanda yang seperti "tato" di dada. Bentuknya kira-kira seperti ini:

The Characters
Ai Enma: Bertugas sebagai Hell Girl, usianya kira-kira masih 12 tahun dan dia udah menjalankan tugasnya selama sekitar 400 tahun. Awalnya, dia tinggal di desa, tapi dia dimusuhin dan dianggap "anak setan". Satu-satunya temen yang dia punya cuma Sentarou. Waktu umur 7 tahun, dia dijadikan korban buat semacam dewa di desanya, tapi orang tuanya sama dia sembunyi di hutan. Beberapa tahun kemudian, orang-orang desa tahu kalau dia sembunyi. Akhirnya, dia sama orang tuanya dikubur hidup-hidup. Dan, ironisnya, penduduk desa itu paksa si Sentarou buat kubur dia, Ai yang pastinya kecewa banget udah ga bisa apa-apa lagi. Tapi, setelah beberapa lama, si Ai bangkit lagi dan dia bakar rumah-rumah yang ada di desa itu, mungkin dia balas dendam. Terus, God of Hell buat semacam perjanjian sama Ai. Kalau dia mau bertugas jadi Hell Girl, jiwa orang tuanya Ai bakal dilepas dan ga dikurung lagi. Karena ga ada pilihan lain, Ai jadi Hell Girl deh... Pakaiannya biasa sih sailor uniform gitu, tapi kalau mau menghukum orang dia pake kimono hitam yang motifnya bunga-bunga...
Ai Enma
Wanyudo: Asisten Ai yang pertama. Sebelumnya, dia roda kereta kuda. Tapi, ada 1 kejadian yang membuat dia kepisah sama keretanya. Terus, dia jadi kayak hantu roda yang suka gentayangin orang pas malem-malem. Ai ajak dia bergabung dan dia setuju. Dia kelihatannya bijaksana, soalnya dia udah tua dan kepalanya botak=) Dia bisa berubah jadi boneka jerami warna hitam.

Ichimoku Ren: Asisten Ai kedua. Seorang pria tampan yang punya "penglihatan ekstra" Rambutnya nutupin mata yang satu, terus sedikit narsis. Sebelumnya, dia pedang yang sering dipakai buat bunuh orang. Terus, dia ditinggalin di batu untuk waktu yang lama. Waktu Ai ajak dia bergabung, dia setuju dengan alasan batunya udah buat dia bosen. Dia bisa berubah jadi boneka jerami warna biru. Di season 3, dia nyamar jadi Ishimoto Ren alias guru sains

Hone-Onna: Asisten Ai keempat. Wanita muda yang sering pake kimono warna biru. Sebelumnya, dia geisha, tapi karena dia dikhianatin sama temennya sendiri, dia dibunuh sama yakuza. Dia berubah jadi bone lady atau wanita tulang yang sering gentayangin orang-orang desa. Dia bisa berubah jadi boneka jerami warna merah. Di season 3, dia nyamar jadi Sone-Anna yaitu guru olahraga

Shibata Tsugumi: Gadis kecil yang punya 'relasi' khusus dengan Hell Girl. Soalnya, dia adalah keturunan Sentarou Shibata. Di akhir season, Ai paksa dia buat kirim ayahnya sendiri ke neraka soalnya ayahnya udah buat ibunya meninggal (sebenernya sih enggak begitu), tapi Tsugumi menolak cause dia masih sayang banget sama papanya. Dia terus muncul di season 2 and 3.

Shibata Hajime: Papanya Tsugumi, wartawan yang sibuk berat. Dia dan Tsugumi sering menyelidiki tentang Hell Girl. Di akhir cerita, dia tulis buku asli tentang Hell Girl. Di season berikutnya, dia digambarkan seakan "menghilang"

Story
Di season pertama ini, cerita cuma berputar-putar sekitar Ai dan ketiga temennya dengan keluarga Shibata. Tsugumi sering ribut dengan ayahnya, karena menurut Tsugumi, di keadaan terdesak orang berhak saja melakukan balas dendam. Tapi, Hajime punya pendapat yang beda. Menurutnya, balas dendam ga akan menyelesaikan masalah apa-apa melainkan cuma akan menimbulkan permasalahan baru. Tapi, setiap usaha yang dilakukan Hajime selalu gagal. Di penghujung cerita, Tsugumi akhirnya tahu kalau balas dendam bukanlah perbuatan yang baik, karena ada seorang perawat di rumah sakit, totally sinless alias ga ada salah apa-apa, tapi dikirim ke neraka oleh seorang pecandu narkoba. Setelah peristiwa tersebut, Tsugumi dan Hajime berusaha untuk menghentikan Jigoku Shoujo. Di sini juga diceritakan bahwa sebenarnya Hell Correspondence udah exist sejak dulu, bahkan sebelum ditemukannya internet. Client yang ingin memakai jasanya akan melihat 1 kolom iklan baris dan mengirimkan nama yang mereka benci ke alamat yang ditulis di iklan baris tersebut. Dan lagi-lagi, iklan itu cuma bisa dilihat oleh orang-orang yang punya rasa benci yang besar.

Oke... segitu dulu, nanti kalau ada waktu baru sambung ke season 2... Cheers XD
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Friday, July 16, 2010

7b, miss u guys!

Ok, I think I use too much English and I think I should use my own language then. Yes! Bahasa Indonesia! Ok, kayaknya baru 1 minggu masuk sekolah, di kelas baru pula, 8b! Rasanya aku udah kangen banget sama kelas aku yang lama, yang cowoknya alim2 kalo didepan guru, jadi deh kelas 7b sering dipuji2 guru gitu deh daripada kelas 7a...Sekarang aku lagi di kelas 8b, gitu deh, dicampur lagi kelasnya but yang paling nyebelin tuh pengaturan-nya tuh ga jelas banget ,masa cowok2 bandel ex-7a ngumpul di kelas aku? Udah tau kan hasilnya apa? Ancur abis! Udah gitu dipisah lagi sama best friend aku si michelle, dasar! Pokoknya aku kangen suasana dulu, kangen juga sama dennis si ketua kelas bawel n suka marah2 ga jelas gitu. Kangen sama charlotte yang dulu duduk di sebelah aku n yang pasti dia itu heboh n rusuh, walaupun dulu aku ga begitu akrab sama dia... Trus kangen juga ama si yoel yang lebay itu... Trus sama si Kevin yang ga ada suaranya itu, sebenernya sih ada, cuma dia ga pernah mau ngomong. Sama siapa lagi? Semuanya!! Ah, miss u guys!! Sekarang tuh di kelas yang baru lebih mirip di kelas 7a daripada di kelas 8b, bingung ya? Maksudnya tuh di kelas 8b lebih banyak anak2 ex-7a jadi kelasnya tuh ribut bbin rusuh gitu. Ada si CA (initial, I respect the person) yang playboy abis, abed yang mulutnya ga bisa diem dan banyak lagi “spesies2“ aneh lainnya. No offense, guys! Pokoknya setelah beberapa hari ini jadi ga nyaman gitu deh di kelas yang baru, serasa orang asing gitu. Tapi aku mesti sabar, nanti lama-lama juga biasa kan? Karena orang bisa karena biasa. Siapa tau kita sekelas malah bisa lebih kompak dibanding kelas yang lama, so GO 8B!!! Haha...
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Saturday, July 10, 2010

8B : Here I come!

I can't believe this! I'm finally an 8th grade student now! It's just like yesterday I went to the Junior High School, met the seniors, did the exam, and now...I'm in grade 8. Wow...time flew really fast, right? Yesterday, I went to school to see the class arrangement. I'm in class 8B, not a bad class. I am in the same class with my best friend, Regina and Katherine! But I'm separated with my other best friend, Michelle. I'm gonna miss u so much...
And, I think our class won't be the best class again, cause there are a lot of naughty boys that will make our class like a disaster! Guys... c'mon, forget your bad habits and you can start all over, right?  Okay, 8B, let's show them that we are the best class ever!
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

11. More Than This

This is also my favorite song from Nessa! It also has a really deep meaning that wrapped beautifully in the lyric. It documents a relationship in which Carlton felt the other party "can never have enough. It's like if they don't want peace, it would just be peaceful. The song is saying how you could experience euphoria if, in this moment, you decided you didn't need any more than this. But I don't know ... Maybe it's hard to actively make that decision."

Title: More Than This
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

Cradling stones hold fire bright
As crickets call out to the moonlight
As you lean in to steal a kiss
I'll never need more than this

We all share the pain of our histories
But the ache goes away if you could see
This night under stars, well, I call it peace
If you say, I'll never need more than this

The trees grow so thick
You can barely see through
But the forest bestows the simplest of truths
You think you'll be happy if granted one more wish
But the truth is you'll never need more,
You'll never need more
You'll never need more than this

Want so much in this life,
There's so much to be
We sail through our youth so impatiently
Until we see
That the years move along
And soldiers and heroes come home
And they carry a song,

Don't live in forgotten times
May this always remind you
Of the sea under the skies blue looking glass
Let's make this our story, let's live in the glory
Time, it fades away,
Precious as a song
Cause someday we'll be gone

Cradling stones hold fire bright
As we watch the glow of the morning light
Someday our bones here they will lie, and so we sing

As the years move along and soldiers and heroes come home
And they carry a song
Let's make this our story,
Let's live in the glory
Time, it fades away,
Precious as a song
Cause someday we'll be gone


Just take a look at the ending lyric, "Let's make this our story, let's live in the glory, time it fades away, precious as a song, cause someday we'll be gone"
So, don't live in forgotten and keep make our story, cause someday we'll be gone. Another lesson from Vanessa!
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10. Home

The most amazing song ever! This is my favorite song from her album, with beautiful piano solo that end this song. Oh... I wish that I can play piano just like her! According to Irv Gotti, this song was written about Stephan Jenkins, Carlton's partner at the time of its writing, although he added that "Vanessa's found home in her music, and home can be anything for people: a boyfriend, husband, child, mother ... what home can represent makes it such an enormous record. That record is very special to me. This song is really special to me, too!!

Title: Home
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

Some people live in a house on the hill
And wish they were some place else
There's nobody there
When the evening is still
Secrets with no one to tell

Some I have known have a ship where they sleep with sounds of rocks on the coast
They sail over oceans five fathoms deep
But can't find what they want the most

Even now when I'm alone
I've always known with you
I am home

Some live in towns
Cardboard shack on concrete
All bluster and bustling life
They search for the color they can never quite see
Cause it's all white on white

Even now when I'm alone
I've always known with you
I am home
[repeat]

For me it's a glance and the smile on your face the touch of your hands,
And an honest embrace
For where I lay it's you I keep,
This changing world I fall asleep
With you all I know is I'm coming home,
Coming home

This song holds a really special meaning. "Home" is not only the building or how it looks. But the real "home" is the place where we can gather together with our beloved ones, they can be our family, our friends, or anything. Thanks, Nessa! I learned the real definition of home from you!
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9. Fools Like Me

I simply love this song! It has such a strong melody, meaningful lyric, and... catchy rhythm. Check it out!

Title: Fools Like Me
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

Beware the danger, it lurks for those who get swept away
The dreamers get punished most by the truth they say
It's all in the little ways one reveals their love's gone away
love's gone away

When my hand was in your hand my heart was pure
And now I see a different man
Rewriting memories
The dogs run down the beach
And all I'm left with is sand in my shoes
Sand in my shoes

'Cause fools like me
Oh we love blindly
And the cracks don't count
It's gotta break in front of me

Now I recall the time at the cafe,
The thunderstorm outside
Words you could never say
they hold the loudest tones
They say you're right
But it's ink on a page
just ink on a page

But fools like me
Oh we love blindly
And the cracks don't count
It's gotta break in front of me

Tick-tock the time
Distant look grows in your eyes
And fools never ask
Afraid what lurks in your eyes
I always knew, somehow always knew
I always knew the truth.

Cause fools like me
Oh we never see
And the cracks don't count
It's gotta break in front of me
And it's breaking
It's breaking
It's gotta break for me to see

At least I can say I was not afraid
I loved you all the way
And I'd pick the fool any day.
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8. This Time

Another lovely song from Vanessa Carlton, enjoy!

Title: This Time
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

It's 4 am and i'm wide awake
waiting for the thoughts to fade
i flick a ring of all of my mistakes
and as the light starts creeping in
i slowly feel
the day i'm missing
but i wont even know where to begin

do i push too hard
i fall too fast
a moment never seems to last
and will i stop long enough to know

cos everybody burns
and when it starts to hurt
i cry
i feel it in my veins
i just cant walk away, this time.

your words circle in my head
and weigh so heavy on my chest
and i'm crushed by your expectation
i only want to do some good
to dumb to know if i could
and i just wanna feel the days i'm in

and do i go too far
not far enough
why cant i keep my big mouth shut and do
and lead the life that we should

and everybody burns
and when it starts to hurt i cry
i feel it in my veins
i just cant walk away, this time.

did i say too much again?
im just a girl in a panic
if i tell you my truth
am i getting through?
and it just seems i should confess
who am i to pretend?
this is more than i can carry

cos everybody burns
and when it starts to hurt
i cry

i hold my head up high
i know ill be alright, this time.

i feel it in my veins
i just cant walk away this time.
this time
this time
this time
this time

its 4 am and i'm wide awake
waiting for my thoughts to fade
and its time like these i see your face
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7. Heroes & Thieves

Another favorite song from this album! Enjoy!

Title: Heroes & Thieves
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album; Heroes& Thieves

Well, disaster it strikes on a daily basis
I’m looking for wisdom in all the wrong places
But still want to laugh in disappointed faces
You can’t help me
Blinded by these

Heroes and Thieves at my door
I can’t seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I’ve figured it out
Well darlin' it’s you I’m without.

Well I’m stubborn and wrong
But at least I know it
Keep moving along until I can get through this
But maybe this song is the best I can do it
So I’m patiently waiting on these

Heroes and Thieves at my door
I can’t seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I've figured it out
Well darlin' it’s you
Darlin' it’s you oh,
Darlin' it’s you I’m…

Without your comforting logic
Like these days are the ones I’ll miss
And I see a solitude that I can’t find without you.
Ah ah, ah
La da da

Well, it seems like I’m getting closer somehow
A flicker of peace that I’ve finally found
Thank you for believing in me now
'Cause I do need it

Well, give me a year or two
And I’ll mend my ways and see these mistakes and
When I see the truth
Well, darlin' trust me
When I can’t see
I’ll be coming back; I’ll be coming back cause there are

These heroes and thieves at my door
I can’t seem to tell them apart anymore
Just when I’ve figured it out
Well, darlin' it’s you
Darlin' it’s you
Well, darling it’s you I’m without
Ah, ah, ah.
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6. The One

This song also featuring Stevie Nicks, enjoy!

Title: The One
Artist: Vanessa Carlton (featuring Stevie Nicks)
Album: Heroes & Thieves

Holiday
and i come home
i hope to see this boy i know
i cant wait for us to be alone

flipping through the radio
we sing along to the indie show
the songs they plague me more than i can say

in the tape i made you
hope you think of me when it plays through
feel kind of sad now that its done

and you think my times were free
all the ways you say to me
sweet versions of lets wait and see

but you're always a golden boy
and im the girl that you enjoy
my parents say isnt he a gifted son
time is always passing by
and still i have to wonder why
you cant come to tell me im the one

summer goes and we have grown
we have our friends live on our own
still im not the girl you want me to be

say gravity can bend the time
funny i always liked your mind
but this whole thing is crushing me

but you're always a golden boy
in this girls heart that you destroyed
you smile at me then have your fun
time is always passing by
still i give you another try
and hope that you will see that im the one

say your scared
get too close
come lets see how it goes
see you now at the show
7th in the 7th row
now when you look at me
you see what ive known for so long
sad that you can be so lovely and so wrong

came to say that ive moved
i see your face
you dont approve
i guess you could say that im already gone

but your always be my golden boy
im the summer girl
that you enjoyed
some melodies are best left undone
i feel the time pass away
but in my songs you'll always stay
dont need for you to tell me im the one
i dont need you to tell me i'm the one.
you'll never know that i was the one.


This song is totally related to my life! I love Nessa very much!
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5. Come Undone

One of my favorite song in this album. With an unique instrumental opening and ending. Just check it out!

Title: Come Undone
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

I’ve seen myself in a thousand faces
Strung out on life’s path
I would add up what you mean to me
But I cannot do the math
And this fashionista’s garden party
Well I had enough of that

’Cause the only one I come undone for is you
Yes the only one I come undone

But I'm a special lover sometimes
But you only touch a ghost
I’m a sycophantic courtier with an elegant repose
And needless to say you’re the one that I need the most

’Cause the only one I come undone for is you
Yes the only one I come undone for is you
Well the only one I come undone for is you

I know I’m done (I)
And now I see the truth
I know I’m done (I)
Come undone for you
And you’ve been gone for so long
Waiting here for you
You’ve been gone for so long
Come undone for you

There are people in this lifetime that we should never meet
’Cause to be here now without you
Well, my life’s so incomplete
I’ll tell you what you mean to me and maybe then you’ll see
Ahhh
Ahhh, nahh

’Cause the only one I come undone for is you
Yes the only one I come undone for is you
Oh the only one I come undone for is you

No, no…
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4. My Best

I also like this song! Check it out!

Title: My Best
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

Mm-mm-mm-mmmm-mm-mm
We scream and shout
And try to make it last
Though it didn’t work out
I don’t love you any less

My lover or friend
I won’t ever tell
Our secret's safe
An unspoken citadel

And in these broken times
Well, it’s so easy to forget
So I sing to remind
Upon my shoulder you can rest
'Cause I’ll always give you my best

A sidewalk's path leads me to you
Though we don’t look back
We hold on to a truth

And in these broken times
I promise I will not forget
Though you’re not mine
Upon your shoulder I can rest
'Cause you always give me your best

It’s like a promised kept
It’s like you never left
It’s like you never left

Mm-mm-mm-mmmm-mm-mm
Ah-ah-ah-ahhh-ah-ah

I know it’s been so long
I can't ever seem to forget
All it takes is a song
And I could swear I hear your steps
Down the hall that goes up past
That leaves an ache
It's never left
'Cause I gave you my best
Ahhhh

It’s like you never left
It’s like you never left

Ah-ah-ah-ahhh-ah-ah
We scream and shout
And try to make it last
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3. Spring Street

This song is very lovely! It tells us a story about a girl's life, from her teenager's life until she has a daughter. Just take a special attention on the lyric and you find the beauty of this song!

Title: Spring Street
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na

I was heading down to Spring Street
With a suitcase in my hand
And filled with love and life and grand delusions
I knew you’d understand

When I left you by the stairwell
And your eyes were wet with tears
Mother, you knew you had to let me go
Even after all these years

(And we sing)
Na na na na na na na
(And she said)
Na na na na na na na
(And walk on)
Na na na na na na na
(You're alright)
Na na na na na na na

And I found myself a new life
And I’ve been living with some friends
And we hold on to dreams and live like kings
Like the days will never end

And I left him by the statue
And his eyes were filled with tears
Lover you knew you had to let me go
Even after all these years

(And we sing)
Na na na na na na na
(And he said)
Na na na na na na na
(We’ll walk on)
Na na na na na na na
(You're alright)
Na na na na na na na

And everything changes
And friends become strangers
And what we hold so dear slips away
The past keeps on fading
But I’ll never forget you
It’s hard to see that you’re a part of me
Even when we have to say

Na na na na na na na
(And walk on)
Na na na na na na na
(And we sing)
Na na na na na na na
(You’re alright)
Na na na na na na na

And I moved out of the city
To start a family of my own
And when I look into my daughter's eyes
And I don’t feel so alone
And as I walk her down to Spring Street
And she holds onto my hand
Mother, you knew my eyes would be wet with tears
And now I understand

Na na na
Na na na na na na na
(And I said)
Na na na na na na na
(Walk on)
Na na na na na na na
(And thank you)
Na na na na na na na

And walk on
We’re alright
And hold on
Na na na na na na na
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2. Hands on Me

Hands on Me is the 2nd single from her album, Heroes & Thieves. Enjoy!

Title: Hands on Me
Artist: Vanessa Carlton
Album: Heroes & Thieves

I first saw you at the video exchange,
I know my heart and it will never change,
This temp-work would be alright if you's call me, you's call me,
I lie awake at night for you, and I pray.

We crossed the deepest oceans,
Cargo across the sea,
And if you don't believe me,
Just put your hands on me,
And all the constellations,
Shine down for us to see,
And if you don't believe me,
Just put your hands on me.

The subway radiates with heat,
We barely met, and still I cross the street, to your door.

We crossed the deepest oceans,
Cargo across the sea,
And if you don't believe me,
Just put your hands on me,
And all the constellations,
Shine down for us to see,
And if you don't believe me,
Just put your hands on me.

Someday when our stories are told,
They'll tell of a love like this,
When our descendents are all growing old,
A thousand years we'll be singing.

Na na na na na na na na na.

We climbed tibetan moutains,
Where we can barely breathe,
I see the Dalai Lama,
I feel him blessing me,
And all the constellations,
Shine down for us to see,
And if you don't believe me,
Just put your hands on me.

[Hands on me]
Na na na na na na na.
[Hands on me]
Your hands on me.
[Hands on me]
Na na na na na na na.
[Hands on me]

I first saw you at the video exchange.


I own nothing, this song is belong to Vanessa Carlton only.
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